I wanted to write this down sooner, but I haven't been alone in days. I want to remember how this feels. So I have had this web page for over a week and the world has not collapsed on me, at least not yet. I remember my first conversation with some one after I started the page. I felt so self concious and embarrassed, I could barely Look her in the eye. She saw me walking down the street and called me over to say hello. We had a trivial exchange... all the while I was thinking about my secret and how I had taken it to the next level. What was I thinking? I continued my walk trying to calm my self down, trying to reason this out. "Just give it some time" I told my self, hoping to minimize the potential damage done to my concience. " You'll feel differently in a few days". But even as I was working through these feelings, I felt a certain exhilaration preparing to post my "art". Writing gave me an emotional release and I reasoned maybe some one could benefit from my experience. Yes, I have calmed in the past few days as I slowly adjust to the reality of the web page but I wonder what if I get caught? I've already been careless-and I've caught my self downplaying the seriousness of being found out. But the consequences are serious, and I hope I don't act too foolishly. Thank you for visiting.