So it will officially have been one week since Lucky passed away tomorrow. Ive been going about my day to day business in pretty much auto pilot (my boss and i were discussing it today 'cause apparently its showing in my performance). Ive been riding my bicycle all over the place to try to keep my mind and feet busy. Friday I even rode it down the river to the beach and back home (which is a VERY long ride if you know anything about the layout of SoCal) But i digress...yes it sucks, death is never fun to deal with and when it does, even if you've prepared for it and are expecting it, its never easy saying goodbye. I'm not so much depressed as i am just numb on the inside. I know it'll will get better (heck it already has in some ways) I am especially grateful to those in my life right now who gave me there unwavering support in words and in actions (even if they weren't able to be with me in person). This week sucked, but tomorrow I am going to try my best to look on the bright side of things again. Hopefully that means more art too, I haven't drawn enough porn lately, I need to fix that :P