So after a lot of debating and talking it over with Crush, my plans to move to Denver have changed. Some of you who I've talked to about the situation may know about this already.

See, originally I was offered a job in Denver. Kinda hadn't wanted to post much about that for multiple reasons before. But yeah. So I talk to my new boss quite often since he wants to know how moving is coming along, my plans, etc. And I had told him once that my boyfriend was stationed in CO Springs.

Well he called me yesterday offering to me a job in CO Springs. Same job, same pay, and closer to Crush.

So I talked it over with him and even my mom about moving in with him instead of an apartment all by myself in a city I don't know.

I know a lot of people are going to do the highschool thing about this and flip out but let me say this before anyone flips a table over.

In the time we've spent together I've really found something amazing. We've had two really amazing trips together and any one that has seen us, including my very judgemental father(who was asking me when we were going to get married..... lol), have said we are an amazing couple and can tell from the look of us that we found something we've been searching for a long time. I never believed in fate or any of that other bullshit stuff. But now I think I really do believe in that little red string thats tied around two people's fingers. And that I found that person that is connected to my string.

Im not rushing in all gunho style and going on about how I'm in love and nothing can ever go wrong with that. I'm not going to be like the average teenage furry and say that nonsense and move with my "lifetime m8" and live happily ever after for 3 months.

I am saying however that we're going to be adults. We're going to plan. We're going to communicate. We're going to live life. We are going to hit a few potholes along the way, sure. What couple doesn't? But the point of being a couple is being there when someone has fallen to pick them back up and keep going. I've got my problems, he's got his. We are both willing and wanting to get through them together. And Im extremely horribly about expressing myself sometimes but he can tell my love is there<3 And I can tell his love is too.


Basically what I want to say is that I will no longer be moving to Denver. Instead I will be moving in with Crush for now and when he gets out of the army I'll probably drop this job and move on to something better whereever we decide to move next.

Be adults please about this.
If Im going to make a mistake, I will. Don't need to shun me or yell at me for this decision. You only have so long of a life. Better live it to its fullest right?

Hoping this all makes sense. Im tired and watching Pee-Wee's Big Adventure...... He's so creeeepyyy D;