I'm gonna rant in this because I think else I will explode. Even if I don't usually like ragging too much on people who don't like rags. Hurr.



So the last couple of days I've been getting. Well. Angry. I wouldn't class it as stress as such, because I've been stressed, and this isn't it. My anger has just been flaring up at odd moments and I curse at people. If I'm completely honest, I'd say each time I've had a jolly good reason, but usually I can deal with bad situations at least in a cordial manner. Lately I've just come to hate everyone and everything. Bitter, I guess. And shit piles up so fast. I'm sure you all know what it's like, I mean, I hardly think my problems are unique or worse than anyone else's.

I guess I'm bitter that the only person I can talk to is my older brother, and whilst I love him dearly, I think it isn't enough. All my old friends in the know have ragged off and don't seem to give a shit anymore. You know, something new comes along and they turn their heads so fast they get whiplash. You know. The good kind of friend that says they'll be there forever, haha. Fuckers. And my new friends, who I am beginning to love, I don't want any of them knowing my problems. It's awkward, and clearly doesn't have any affect anyway.

My only reprieve these days is work. And considering I work with the two things I hate, customers and children, that is saying something. This is all just a big drama fest, and actually, I am not even PMSing, I'm right at the point in my cycle were I should be thinking clearly. So I don't even have a reason to be a ragging bitch. I will probably delete this or hide is very shortly, I can't stand looking at my own pathetic attempt at attention whoring for very long. And yet here I am garnering attention for my internet buddies.

Anyway. How are you guys? How do you cope with anger? With stress? How do you know when you're stressed? When I'm stressed I sleep more than usual, haha. What an ace mechanism. (:

~Foal