C'mon Gregg you still sad?

very.

Wow mustve hurt alot...i figured by now you would be at the pissed off stage but your sad stage is lingering.

my family heats me, they heat my ex mate, (who is stil my friend) and I feal more alone in the world

Maybe you need some time to think to clear your head its what i did.

Don't have the time.

Well make time do something peaceful take a walk or something.

family will not let me.

why not?You are not hurting anything or doing anything wrong?

nope. thay are too stricked.

Wow and here i am thinking mines was the only one...or maybe you are doing the right thing and im the one thats wrong..

idk

Suddenly i dont either...im sorry that i couldnt help...

don't be. you tryed and you helped a little.

i just hate when i cant help out friends it makes me feel useless..

your not!

heh you are probally right this is not like me anyway..

A family who rejects you but will not even leave you to yourself....If I was in this situation, I might give them a REAL reason to hate me...

awwww gregg *hugs*

yeah.

*pat pat* what happened? :(

they heat me, they heat my ex mate, (who is stil my friend) and I feal more alone in the world.

:/ *hugs* there there...

life is too hard for me.

its hard for all of us, just a matter of how u handle it :/

What side is this now? I don't know the story but you pretty much can tell me (I've heard ever story out there bet ya!!) I've always helped them out in the past.

Broken Splinter

.......

Well that's a bit of a tough one I must say. I'm sure your family dosent hate you. But you know if ya want to talk it out that's fine.

But if not just be strong your not alone people just feel like that when they lost their confedience that all.

*hugs you tightly*

Awww. I'm sad too.
I hope you feel better, Gregg.
D:

sorry. what is wrong?

Nyeaaaah. Just feeling a bit useless.
But Hell, I'm on your side.

sorry to hear that. but You re not useless.

Heh, you could tell me that all day long and because of my psyche I would never believe you...
But despite everything, keep your chin up, Gregg. Don't let people knock you down and blame you for everything... And certainly don't do like me and not even bother to get up once knocked down.
:3

awwwwwwwww. lets both be strong. ok?

Meh, I try. I'm just down from feeling useless and being worried as usual. I can usually get out of it given the appropriate alone time.

that's how my family made me feal. they made me feal like the one who is in the way and never helps.

buddy, i feel like shit too right now

what's wrong

well, to start, summer's almost over, my band is basically breaking up cuz of it, i'm bored and tired, drawing a blank on material right now, figuring out where to record but it's all too expensive......o, and i'm still a virgin, lol on that one. and i'm having a very depressive moment right now since i've been on my computer practically all day, yep that's about it in a nutshell

how's about yourself?

my family heats me, they heat my ex mate, (who is stil my friend) and I feal more alone in the world

i'm sorry to hear that, well just tell you, you're not alone, i empathize fully

I hope things look better for us

amen to that

Wow, I can't tell you how often I feel like that Gregg....
I think family can do that to anyone.

yeah.

Who's the ass that blamed you for something?

mom, dad, and cuz

That's not right...

*hugs you tenderly*

Well heres something intristing.

As human beings, we tend to be self serve first. Meaning everything we do, dont do, or feel, is cuased by our own beings, becuase of our own being.

Greggis you dont really feel sad becuase other people are blameing you, becuase natrule instinct makes you not care about that. What you feel sad about, is actully you blameing your self.

Allow me to explain:

By your parents, cuz, family ect. Blameing you for things, your brain begins to make it where you begin to blame your self for those things, becuase that's what you've been told, and that's what it's been told.

Now why am I saying this?

Becuase you need to realize, that you need to stop blameing your self, and snap out of this sad mode you have put your brain in.

One's emotions are only what we want them to be, and thusly it is what we feel. Now, stimulants can cause these emotions, yes. But there is a way to gain control over certain emotions that, without you beliveing in them, mean nothing.

What you need to do, is tell your self, it's not your fault, repeat in your head what your family tells you, and then shun it away. Meaning, take what they say, and devaule you it, their opinioun dosent matter, the only thing that matters is what you think, what you feel, and what you want to do about it.

Dont let this devour your life. Your still here for a reason

wow. you should get paid for this.

I intend to. I want to become a phycyitrist.

you are on the rode to being a great phycyitrist. I mean damn! I should pay you. but I can't. sorry.

It's free for friends.

cool. thanks.

Rosy: don't be sad gregg. i'm here for you *hugs and kisses*

*hugs you tightly and rubs your back*

A kinda similar fate we share...Hope you get better...

same for you

Your desperation throws me into a weird mix of depression and hate.

Depression, because I can't help you (hell we live 1000 of miles away from each other), this giving me a feeling of uselessness(is that even an existing word?) and fear that I could lost you forever.

And hate, cuz if I hear storys like that, I could murder your parents and cousin for being so shitty to you. Hey, I'm usually a nice guy (most of the time), and I hate agression. But when I really, really hate someone, then they have to fear for their health.

I really beg to you, that you don't do something stupid (like suicide for example) and that you be strong in this case. We all have to go through situations like this (thats the whole motherfucking thing life's about) and we just have to be strong, so strong that we make it through this.

I had to learn it, everyone had to learn it. And now be the Greggis I know and be strong (I mean this serious).

P.S.: It's not your fault that this happend, it's the fault of your parents.

thanks. I'll be strong. you too. and don't worry. your words are help enough

Glad to hear that.

i hope (and it better) it gets better