I remember the days where I was always striving to see if I could even get someone to commission me with something, and when they did, it got done before the day was done.

Now a days, I've turned into a horrible person by finally getting commissions and such and never getting them done. I now have a huge stack, it's overwhelming. So now this is going to be my declaration.

No more commissions.
No more trades.
Even no more GIFTS.
And no more side projects. (I have TONS of ideas and the motivation to do them, but the commissions is still a growing dark cloud hanging over my head)

I'm going to do what I owe and that's that. If I could refund all the money right now I totally would, it's too much for me to keep up with at the moment right now. But then again, it's still been over... what 4-5 months and still no job that I can get. So commission help a LOT, but it's no use if I cannot fulfill the other part. The worse thing though is that I have commissions over 2, maybe 3 years old that I owe and yet I acted real dumb and bit off WAY more than I could chew.

Man, I feel TERRIBLE... having to wait for over 2 years for something you paid for isn't right.

But with my current situations going on right now, it's hard to even find time to sketch nowadays. (Just this morning, probably one of my most opportune times since my mom would take my grandma out all day, we had a blackout, it just recently came back up and got to typing this.

I'm going to list all of the stuff I promised/commission that I remember. If I owe you something let me know. If you want a refund, I'm sorry all I have on me is $1.37 in CASH. My Paypal Debit Card is of no use since they're giving me a hard time to send a new one to the right address while my old one remains expired. Both banks I have an account in also messed up in (one overdrawn due to a stupid billing error, and the other recently lifted, though for some reason they haven't re-opened my checking account, just my savings) So hopefully it's up before next week, that's when my internet is due (which my dad refuses to help me pay, even though he hogs my laptop almost every evening; also want to save up later for a new laptop since I can't take this damn thing anywhere about being harassed by him because he APPARENTLY still owes my grandma money for the laptop, so even though it was given to me, according to him it's also his because he paid for it.)

Things that I remember from the top of my head that I owe. (I tried to log them all in a spreadsheet file, but sometimes I receive the commission/request at a not so good time)

AliciaR
Melody
Lesang
deloco49
MickTheKitsune
D4phn3
Tolstoy
Virus-20
[TXIN]
All the Waddlerun Avatars

If I forgot, PLEASE don't be angry, just please let me know.

For those who waited, I'm not going to promise anything, but I'm really gonna try my best at getting these done and I AM GOING the best I can and try to up it a BIT so it will be done and finished and satisfactory. I'm asking for one last chance. If you're really keen on not waiting to wait any much longer, I'll raise up and try to refund the money as fast as I can.

My initial goal was to finish this list before my birthday, though it's probably not going to be finished, I want to at least make a big dent in it... especially since my birthday is in 5 days. That way I could start off another year without any guilt of sort. Internet is due beforehand and this time I'm not gonna strive to pay it. I owe so many people already and so much, I'll just draw and upload it by other means.

Also won't probably be on MSN still since I've been and will still be busy. Sorry that I haven't come on, but until I finish all these arts I'm gonna stay off of IMs.

Happy birthday to meeeee..... *flops*

~GL