Well, the weekends getting here. Just gotta get through my 9-weeks tests tomorrow. Private school is hard, especially when one of your teachers doesn't know how to teach. Oh well. Hmm, what to do? I don't wanna sit at home this weekend. Really wish I could go clubbin' XD, but I gotta wait a few more years for that. I would go out with a friend, but a whole bunch of my friends will be going to the mall over Thanksgiving break (don't wanna tire them out). I should be glad that one of my best friends is going to my school now, but I'm just so afraid to tell him I'm gay. It's weird. I was able to tell a friend of mine I had only known for 5 weeks and she understood. Probably because she was a girl :P. I dunno. He'll probably find out eventually. I just hope he takes it well. The main reason I'm excited about the mall is I might stop by Hot Topic and get some rainbow stuff. Next step in that is convincing my parents it's not towards gay pride. Which brings me to another thing. I really wanna know if they know I'm gay. I mean, they know I had a relationship with a guy but I think they think it's just a phase. ~Sigh~ I wish they knew. I hate that coming out of the closet is so hard. So many things run through your head. Technically, I poked my head out for my friend then I had her pull me out to tell two of my other friends. *looks up at his entry* Wow. Got a pretty big entry this time. So, yeah. Wish me luck on everything :)