Paranoia (EDITED)
19 years ago
General
I spend so much potential drawing time worrying about wether or not certain people watch and like my art, wether some people think I am a disgusting lecherous pervert in real life, and if I am accidentally snubbing someone by missing a message or comment, or forgetting about a request made long ago. In some cases silence is the only thing I need to cause worry.
I go through thinking of all the possible ways I might have unintentionally wronged people here... its not healthy but I can't help it.
Anyone else feel like that?
EDIT: I'm not even that worried about what I draw except that I feel weird watching certain female artists. Its mostly about the other things I listed x3
I go through thinking of all the possible ways I might have unintentionally wronged people here... its not healthy but I can't help it.
Anyone else feel like that?
EDIT: I'm not even that worried about what I draw except that I feel weird watching certain female artists. Its mostly about the other things I listed x3
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and if they do think you're a pervert, well, that person is just a HYPOCRITE. because pervert is Fur Affinity's middle name.
That's literally shit.
:3
no mas
:(
I need help.
what's "normal" and what's "strange" is a nondiscrete quality whose delimitation is varied by personal views and value.
i stole this quote from Pyurio
Uh oh and I draw crap like that also, sometimes, for the fun.
Gotta build yourself a shell, and really, don't take that thing seriously, furryness and weird drawings ain't real life.
Those who're bitching about such fetish are just immature lamers if you wanna have my opinion. There are probably others who don't like and simply ignore.
Oh, and you got quite a number of watchers: if they watch NullEnigma, they KNOW what they gotta see there.
BETY BACK TO WORK! >:( WE DON'T PAY YOU FOR HESITATION AND SO CALLED SHAME! THERE IS NO SHAME ON MY INTERNET! >:(
Lol. But seriously, who gives a shit? Draw what YOU want, cause someone out there ISN'T Gonna like it. Simple psychology- you'll drive yourself crazy trying to make everyone like you. And when someone doesn't, for some reason or another, you're doomed to break down because of it..
Live for the moment, toss caution to the wind, and make some new fap material, you cheap buggar! >:[
ZOMGLOLWLOLWOLOLOLWOLOLWOLOLOLOOOOODL?
I see.. Um.. well..uh.. Some people get busy, I guess.. just keep drawing, and post like one or two a day?
It sucked, but fuck them, you know?
My mother found my sisters drawings (she happens to be a furry, and draws some porn) and my mom didn't seem to say much. o_O
-Z
<3 :3
2. I've seen a lot weirder than you. Some of my best friends actually...
3. ...nippleslugs. draw them.
2. I'll make weirder. Promise.
3. Which are... slugs on nipples? :O
There was a TF sequence involving a slug. xD
Srsly, don't make me pep talk you, I learned from the gayest(and most awesome) highschool gym teacher in the state! >.>
Eh, ignoring it is part of enjoying life? If people were more carefree about insignifact stuff they'd be alot happier.
And besides, you should not need reassuring, yer Null and that's awesome enough. ;-;
Okay... i feel like i'm not making any sence. BUT ITS 4 IN THE MORNING I HAVENT SLEPT SHUT UP.
Anyway... what i'm trying to say is. Stop being silly and go back to the drawingboard I need something to wank to when i wake up.
If they all go "ew fucking zoophile" that's HORRIBLE D:
*projectile hair loss*
I'll try to have something nice soon :3
Um... i think my point was that theres nbothing wrong with you. Its the poeple that dont like you that are narow minded, id they'd give it some time they'll probobly understand it better. So you should be proud and laugh at the people that dont understand you... yep.. still tired. But now i made a bit more sence... i think.
I do care in some way, only because I AM somebody online (how sad is that?) but nevertheless, I am open minded enough to realize that fetishes don't make a person, the attitude makes the person.
I don't look down on anyone for whatever they like, and I don't happen to think being exposed to certain bizarre fetishes will RUIN me or anyone else in any way (though for my dinner's sake I tend to steer far clear of scat and puke porn).
You rock, and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise!
I was going to comment typically, but it's been brought to my attention that frothing at the mouth about how awesome tanks are doesn't really help people that much.
So I'm going to try and convert you to the way of life that is Scientankology. Let us show you the wonder of how tanks can make your life happier today!
No, I just got started, and I'm not as rich as Tom Cruise. I'm working on it, but every protype pamphlet I make explodes from either an overload of aweseome, or the complementary mine.
If some people stop commenting for whatever reason, so be it, others will find out about you for the first time and fill in that gap.
And then there's also all those like myself who rarely comment, but have you on their watch list and look at everything you do. I love your work btw, and I don't think there's much that could make me hate you. Not in terms of what you draw anyway.
I guess it is something human to constantly worry on how you are viewed in public, even though you don't really care incidentally...
then again, peer pressure is fun *pokes with stick*
And if you think your "feral" (non-anthro) female drawings might get you to be called a weird pervert I have news for you. I get around on the internet despite drawing most of the time... But I'm a member of a forum of a certain fetish and as I've seen it, it looks like everyone there at the forum just loves your stuff.
But yet... scat is a fetish I can't understand... Same with vore and snuff...
As for snubbing people unintentionally, I know all about that myself. So many folks to keep up with.
Seriously, if you have to worry about women that are that superficial without bothering to get to know you for the nice person you are, they're not worth being around because they'll constantly look for surface things and not the person behind the art.
Sure it might give off a different impression, but the good people are the ones that want to know you for who you are, not what you draw.
The people that will immediately cast you as a pedophile, zoophile, are the people you wouldn't want as friends anyways. They are the same type of people that will cling to a hot artist and say how great their stuff is, and then go over to someone else and say what an asshole or egotistical snob the very same artist they praise is.
PS, stop being a homebody, that's why you're trapped in your paranoia.
Bake me a pizza bitch!
If people are taking it personally, on the site then they should look at the problems with FA first, then if I really do think someone has a problem with me, I just politely bring it up. The internet is full of misunderstandings.
lose/lose :'((
lose/lose indeed :'''''(
It's nice that you care about your fans and friends ^^ I'm sure people will understand missing replies and things like that (expect me ;_;) as you do have a rather lot of things to keep in order anyway. (And still manage to keep up with everything that happens very well.)
Also. This is the one and correct place to publish perferctly healthy multiple tit themed pieces.
Here I thought I creeped you out at FC too.