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is there somthing like me
15 years ago
I have discovered something about my self that kinda scares me. I don’t think I can fall in love with some one. The closest I can get is a close friendship to another guy. I can aculy say I have never been in love. Infatuation. yes not love. I like cuddling and being with some one but I just can’t seem to fall for some one. In fact it seems that if I do sleep with some one I lose interest right after word unless that are very affectionate with me then there is a repeat of the sex. Hell I am easy if the guy rubs me the right way. Yes I just admitted that I could be a slut about certain things. Is just frustrating that I may have found the person who is right for me but I past them by because I cant love them. I don’t know what to do about it. I am not trying to be emo about it but it is frustrating and I need to vent. If there was a way to fix this I would like to know cose I am scared that a good chance to be happy will pass me buy.
Ben_Roprim
~benroprim
I have felt that way for a long time myself once, I think its normal to feel this way. Its a feeling that could mean we are maybe still seeking what we truely want in a person. Or, that we are not ready for that kind of commitment due to doubting ourself, or that person we wish to love. Maybe its different with you, and only you can find out what it could be. As for me, it took a long time to come out of this box, and to finally find someone I could truely love and be with someone for the rest of my life. And hun, I loved cuddling and sleeping with you, and I am very happy that we did. You are a sweet guy, and I know you'll find someone you can love. I have complete faith in you, and you have me for support if you need it, hun. I hope we can meet again soon, I really do miss you and the others. Maybe sometime next year, we can see each other again real soon. Love you, kitty. *Kisses and hugs*
