I definately choose "Sympathy"!
You are a good person. It is normal that you want to rely on others and I'm sad if you don't feel like that here. Maybe you want to talk about what worries you at the moment. If you need someone to rely on then I would love to help you. I'm a person who is happy about helping others...Somehow your words now let myself get worried as well. Am I...maybe selfish when I love it to talk with friendly guys like you...*sighs*
Well, let me say you this, dude: I would be OK with it when you would like to take some time off. I'm not that often online because I also visit friends who live arround my place but I also care for those here as well and you belong to them. It was a great fun when we first met while commenting on a pic and for that fun I want to share my friendship with you and even you think I'm just not enough to make you feel better then I'm sorry I haven't done better yet.(ó.=.ò)

Don't drop yourself off entirely offline but it's always good to lessen your online presence if it means that your RL social life will do better.

The internet is always waiting for you when you get back, enjoy life!

Well, being one that has lots of fur friends both online and irl, it's easy for me to feel overwhelmed at times, like I crave so much attention from other people that I can't ever pry away long enough to do important things like collegework and an actual job.

Consider yourself lucky that you're -not- the center of attention everywhere you go, and use this opportunity to finish anything major going on in your life.

I'm not telling you to drop out completely, oh no. That would be the worst thing you could do. But don't avoid too many things either -- talk to the friends you have, even the ones you don't speak to as much. It can do wonders for you finding even the people you least expect to like you can have a lot of respect and care for you.

Now I'm probably the worst at giving advice, as I often say stupid things that I don't mean, or sometimes intend one thing and get a completely different reaction, or can just be plain oblivious. But at least I'm always around as someone to talk to if things go sour. Even if we clash every now and then, I still mean well for you and want to see you do things you enjoy doing. <3

I'm sorry you feel depressed Sagi. To be honest, I only have one friend that I visit once a week and that's really it. Everyone else are just people I work with or family. I have a few online friends, but we have never met in real life. So, who knows if they would care about me once they knew how boring I really was. I am not depressed however. When my friends are feeling down or lonely, I see it as my job to cheer them up. Be there for them because they need someone to listen. My reward for that is their expressions of thanks. I sorta have this want about me to make people happy. It doesn't always work out, but it makes me feel good to have happy friends. So, in that vain, know that there is someone else reading your journal who has felt the way you do. Perhaps you can find some meaning in what you do by the joy you bring to others. Consider yourself an entertainer of the arts. Your drawings bring pleasure to others, and by that, you can bring pleasure to yourself. I hope that helps you feel a little bit better.

*Hugs* I am always free to talk more with you dear... well try to talk to yo more *hugs* I wish you were going to MFF I'd show you a good time or try to. I suck at social gatherings myself. ^^ You are an awesome person, don't be too hard on yourself.