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15 years ago
I hate when people pretend to be your friend, just so they can have sex with you. Yours truly was a victim of such an act. I found some I really cared for, and I thought they cared about me as well. It turned out, they didnt care at all about me and they were just using me for sex. This is the nices why I can say this. The we they said, was much more horrable. I dont wana go into great detail about this.
To give you a better idea of whats going on. This is the last e-mail I got from this person.
This is how in depth this person was in, to keep me around.
Hay Dacks. I just wanna let you know that my taking you back home last night was not because I was fed-up or didn’t want to be with you anymore. Hardly -I already want to come over and curl up in your arms right now.
Part of the reason I wanted to drop you off is because I wasn’t feeling like my self and did not want things to start getting sour between us. The conflict with Lisa and I, being late for work and sent home, and getting pink-eye, all left me feeling really 'off' and shitty. I've realized, having Dacks with me all weekend made it far more enjoyable then what it would have been without Dacks. But I was unable to be 100% for you…with that conflict, my work, and my eye were bothering me so damn much. By last night, honestly, I just wanted to retreat back to solitude and tend to my infected eye and emotional wounds.
The other (smaller) part of the reason is because I want to be precautions of the risk of us getting sick of each other. Though I’m not yet sick of you at all, I know from experience that that is a vary real danger in all relationships for me. Especially in the state that I’m in. For me, having breaks and go do our own things separately once in a while is all it takes to avoid this danger. I hope you agree.
That’s all I have to say now. I hope it wasn’t too much and conveyed what I meant clearly, cause I sometimes have trouble doing that in person. I really did had a good time with you the weekend. You make me feel good and closeness Dacks, and I am thankful that you would want to spent time with me. Soon as my eye gets better I wanna come back up and feel your arms around me and your body close to mine. + I’m eager for another game of Magic and your hard drive is here.
To give you a better idea of whats going on. This is the last e-mail I got from this person.
This is how in depth this person was in, to keep me around.
Hay Dacks. I just wanna let you know that my taking you back home last night was not because I was fed-up or didn’t want to be with you anymore. Hardly -I already want to come over and curl up in your arms right now.
Part of the reason I wanted to drop you off is because I wasn’t feeling like my self and did not want things to start getting sour between us. The conflict with Lisa and I, being late for work and sent home, and getting pink-eye, all left me feeling really 'off' and shitty. I've realized, having Dacks with me all weekend made it far more enjoyable then what it would have been without Dacks. But I was unable to be 100% for you…with that conflict, my work, and my eye were bothering me so damn much. By last night, honestly, I just wanted to retreat back to solitude and tend to my infected eye and emotional wounds.
The other (smaller) part of the reason is because I want to be precautions of the risk of us getting sick of each other. Though I’m not yet sick of you at all, I know from experience that that is a vary real danger in all relationships for me. Especially in the state that I’m in. For me, having breaks and go do our own things separately once in a while is all it takes to avoid this danger. I hope you agree.
That’s all I have to say now. I hope it wasn’t too much and conveyed what I meant clearly, cause I sometimes have trouble doing that in person. I really did had a good time with you the weekend. You make me feel good and closeness Dacks, and I am thankful that you would want to spent time with me. Soon as my eye gets better I wanna come back up and feel your arms around me and your body close to mine. + I’m eager for another game of Magic and your hard drive is here.
I feel your pain dude. *hugs*