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Today 11-16-10
15 years ago
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"Would you say 'Howl' has literary merit?" (Howl, 2010 (go and find out, watch the movie))
~Starting these day-by-day journals as a writing exercise, which might or might not be consistent.
The day so far(by day I mean, when I wake to when I sleep), started great... no, no it didn't actually. I woke up. Why do I do such a silly thing as getting out of bed? Money. I hate it. I'm left awoken and completely aware that my lively-hood calls, and the snooze button tempts me like an old lover still clutching the half of a broken heart. The bed has the other half, and I leave both behind.
I have a good chat with friends online, and then I have to scamper off in mid-conversation to get to work on time.
I deal with customers. The whole time a lost nostalgia and low energy devastate me and leave me in a poor, depressing state of mind. My first smoke break lets me think in some fresh air outside, where it rains all through the night. I conclude then that I need some counseling today of any day and that I won't go to the Jeep tonight, where Happiness sits in the confines under the arm rest, between the seats.
I read my quota of homework for the night after a few hours, and then I go to the Jeep...
My night turned around with me having a good ol' time, smoking outside and thinking better thoughts. Like religion. I decide that there is no Heaven or Hell, that the afterlife is irrelevant when the obvious point in life is to concentrate on living. Heaven and Hell are what people make of their surroundings, and God and the Devil exist in each aspect- since, without Heaven or Hell, there would be no place for them to reside. Trippy logic is always fun. And it makes sense for the time being...
On a good note: journals are good for keeping track of time through the month.
The day so far(by day I mean, when I wake to when I sleep), started great... no, no it didn't actually. I woke up. Why do I do such a silly thing as getting out of bed? Money. I hate it. I'm left awoken and completely aware that my lively-hood calls, and the snooze button tempts me like an old lover still clutching the half of a broken heart. The bed has the other half, and I leave both behind.
I have a good chat with friends online, and then I have to scamper off in mid-conversation to get to work on time.
I deal with customers. The whole time a lost nostalgia and low energy devastate me and leave me in a poor, depressing state of mind. My first smoke break lets me think in some fresh air outside, where it rains all through the night. I conclude then that I need some counseling today of any day and that I won't go to the Jeep tonight, where Happiness sits in the confines under the arm rest, between the seats.
I read my quota of homework for the night after a few hours, and then I go to the Jeep...
My night turned around with me having a good ol' time, smoking outside and thinking better thoughts. Like religion. I decide that there is no Heaven or Hell, that the afterlife is irrelevant when the obvious point in life is to concentrate on living. Heaven and Hell are what people make of their surroundings, and God and the Devil exist in each aspect- since, without Heaven or Hell, there would be no place for them to reside. Trippy logic is always fun. And it makes sense for the time being...
On a good note: journals are good for keeping track of time through the month.
