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Ten day meme: day 2
15 years ago
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. I'm very open, but I still have secrets. I don't expect everyone to tell everything about themselves. There are some things that you can only tell someone you trust utterly and completely, and those people are far and few between.
2. Some days I can be really hyper, some days melancholy. Even though I'm on meds for it, I can be a total b*tch to people. It took years before I was actually told I had bi-polar disorder and not depression, but now that I look back I realize a lot of the crap I did when I was a kid was because of Bi-polar. I have mood swings that can be in just a few hours, or days, or months. My ex made my mood swings far more violent because of his treatment of me. I'm glad that my fiance has the forbearance to deal with even my worst moods, though I know I've pushed him.
3. Despite a lot of bad things that have happened to me, I still feel that people are intrinsically good. People aren't born evil, and if there is something wrong in their brain that causes them to hurt others, I do think there are ways to fix even that.
4. I have the firm belief that people CAN change if they want to. If someone did something wrong 5 years ago, and didn't repeat it since, they're probably not going to do it again. Though I do get a little iffy about people who say they've changed and keep doing stupid stuff.
5. I am overweight IRL. I started gaining weight for two reasons back in the day. A. Nintendo. I went from playing outside every day, to almost skipping school just to keep playing the dang console. B. I got tormented about being fat even when I wasn't, and it basically did the reverse of anorexia on me. If they thought I was fat before, maybe I should be fat.
Nowadays, if people can look past that, and see me for my personality and like me for it, then I know they're people I want to know.
6. I have been wanting to lose weight. A size 16 would make me happy. (For me, about 200 lbs) But my ultimate goal weight is 180. Still plump, but back when I was 180, I had a 29 inch waist. That, and my boobs are getting uncomfortably large. (G cup, if anyone cares)
7. I've basically lived in the same house my whole life. I never moved as a child, and I left when I was 22 or so for a few years in a town nearby. I actually find the idea of moving out of this house and losing it to another family to be terrifying.
8. I'm freaked out by spiders. It used to be much worse, but they still give me the shivers for hours if one gets too close to me. At least now I can kill them instead of running away, screaming like the Bride of Frankenstein. I've actually kept a few black widows in a jar to study. Know thy enemy? Perhaps.
9. When it comes to most things, as long as it's done well, I'll probably enjoy it. The exceptions are scream metal, lima beans, and organ meats. Also, I don't like eating any meats I can recognize as once being an animal.
(P.S.) I won't eat any animals I've helped raise, or baby animals. Except veal. I hate cows. Beastly things. Maybe wild ones are better, but they hurt me when I was little, so I feel a little carnivorous behavior is comeuppance.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. I'm very open, but I still have secrets. I don't expect everyone to tell everything about themselves. There are some things that you can only tell someone you trust utterly and completely, and those people are far and few between.
2. Some days I can be really hyper, some days melancholy. Even though I'm on meds for it, I can be a total b*tch to people. It took years before I was actually told I had bi-polar disorder and not depression, but now that I look back I realize a lot of the crap I did when I was a kid was because of Bi-polar. I have mood swings that can be in just a few hours, or days, or months. My ex made my mood swings far more violent because of his treatment of me. I'm glad that my fiance has the forbearance to deal with even my worst moods, though I know I've pushed him.
3. Despite a lot of bad things that have happened to me, I still feel that people are intrinsically good. People aren't born evil, and if there is something wrong in their brain that causes them to hurt others, I do think there are ways to fix even that.
4. I have the firm belief that people CAN change if they want to. If someone did something wrong 5 years ago, and didn't repeat it since, they're probably not going to do it again. Though I do get a little iffy about people who say they've changed and keep doing stupid stuff.
5. I am overweight IRL. I started gaining weight for two reasons back in the day. A. Nintendo. I went from playing outside every day, to almost skipping school just to keep playing the dang console. B. I got tormented about being fat even when I wasn't, and it basically did the reverse of anorexia on me. If they thought I was fat before, maybe I should be fat.
Nowadays, if people can look past that, and see me for my personality and like me for it, then I know they're people I want to know.
6. I have been wanting to lose weight. A size 16 would make me happy. (For me, about 200 lbs) But my ultimate goal weight is 180. Still plump, but back when I was 180, I had a 29 inch waist. That, and my boobs are getting uncomfortably large. (G cup, if anyone cares)
7. I've basically lived in the same house my whole life. I never moved as a child, and I left when I was 22 or so for a few years in a town nearby. I actually find the idea of moving out of this house and losing it to another family to be terrifying.
8. I'm freaked out by spiders. It used to be much worse, but they still give me the shivers for hours if one gets too close to me. At least now I can kill them instead of running away, screaming like the Bride of Frankenstein. I've actually kept a few black widows in a jar to study. Know thy enemy? Perhaps.
9. When it comes to most things, as long as it's done well, I'll probably enjoy it. The exceptions are scream metal, lima beans, and organ meats. Also, I don't like eating any meats I can recognize as once being an animal.
(P.S.) I won't eat any animals I've helped raise, or baby animals. Except veal. I hate cows. Beastly things. Maybe wild ones are better, but they hurt me when I was little, so I feel a little carnivorous behavior is comeuppance.
