i dont know what to do with my life these days, I and still handing out resumes and doing job hunts around town but no luck. And i hate the way my drawing have been turning out, i just want to burn all my shit work, maybe its stress or something that is preventing me from drawing at the abilty i was at. I am slowying getting threw school and found out that i have to pay for both my mom and I's next semister. so more of my saved money for my teeth down the drain. and apparetnly i also owe 300 dollars to the the government for medical plan i didnt even know i had, and i didnt even work for that year that is was for. So my beloved boy friend is working it out for me so that i dont need to pay it (hopefuly)

and i dont have any friends to realy talk and hang out with anymore, everyone left town and started their life else where, lol who can blame them, anyone who stays in my town ends up not gettting out at all. I used to love hangin with my group, drawing anime and shooting the poop lol now i am looking for new faces to hang with, i dont have the best social skills witch makes it hard for me to approch ppl.

so thats whats on my mind, any comments are more that welcome

Stay awesome PPL