I were reading my older posts, and found that christmas-thing. This year, i'm bit confused, 'cause time goes so fast. This year, I'm not alone, so it will feel a bit weird. Hmh.
I haven't drew anything. I don't want to draw, 'cause everybody is excepting it from me. Waiting for inspiration..

My toughs now.. I'm waiting for christmas. It means now something more than last year. But still afraid of birthday. Confused, cause this year.. I'm not hating, that my birthday is coming. Somehow waiting... But afraid, 'cause I know it will be ruined. Something goes wrong, so I don't want to except anything.
But yea, not the time yet.

I'm quite happy right now.