I felt so down and lost hope slowly when I heard what Mik said to me, I trying to keep my promised that I will meet him at Italy when Holiday come. I know he suffered as I am also suffered but I always keep it and try to keep hoping that I will meet him there and I always keep my word, but there a problem is my dad he sometime really annoying. I know that he mean good but he always.....you know what I mean *sighed*