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15 years ago
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Character Reference Sheets for 2012!
Main Characters: Janice - Rachel - Sarah - Flux (Alt) - Ace
Secondary Characters: Holly - Stephany
Janice's Family: Abigail - Peter - Collin
If you would like to commission/draw me some gift art!Close Friends:
- Close Friends can commission/draw my characters in any rating they want (G-XXX) without my permission :3
- Close Friends may also commission/draw my characters with their own characters in any rating they wish (G-XXX) without my permission, as my close friends know the limitations on my characters :3
Everybody Else:
- You may commission/draw my characters on their own in any rating you wish! (G-XXX) without my permission
- You may commission/draw your characters in a PG-13 situation with my characters without my permission :3
- If you wish to have your characters in an ADULT situation (R-XXX) with my characters, Please obtain my permission first before commissioning/drawing! :3
Awesome People and Close Friends Part 1
TL;DR Ducky's been fighting depression, and lacking motivation to do anything.
Long Version
Hey Guys, its been a while since ive posted anything, and the honest truth is i dont know when i will be getting back to posting things. I have a huge backlog of images to post, and several images i want to write a story for, but i havent been able to sit down and write anything... I had a story about half way done, but i havent touched it in literally 3 weeks x.X
I have been battling depression, and depression has been getting the better of me. There are a lot of things affecting me, like my ex girlfriend and our daughter. There is me feeling financially insecure at the moment, and feeling like i should be a lot further ahead in life than i already am, and i guess im always paranoid of my ex coming after me for more money for child support so she doesnt have to work... Silly things i guess...
I also get paranoid at my job, because of my previous job, im always worried that even though they say im doing a good job there that im really not doing a good job... Though i did have my year end review and it went well, and im still employed, so thats all good <.<
I've been going for therapy to try and help me cope with all the stresses in life, and they've been trying to find some medications to try and mellow me out and get me motivated again, but really, there are days when im just so depressed that i feel like i want to do nothing at all... My FA inbox is up to 17.5K submissions which i want to go through and save what i want to keep x.x
Im on vacation now for 2 weeks, so maybe a little R&R will get me back into the swing of things! Also, there are some people who have done some commissioned art or gift art which i havent gotten around to commenting on, and for that i sincerely apologize x.x I do hope to get to everyone who has done some art for me and thank them, im just a little scatterbrained at the moment ^^;
Long Version
Hey Guys, its been a while since ive posted anything, and the honest truth is i dont know when i will be getting back to posting things. I have a huge backlog of images to post, and several images i want to write a story for, but i havent been able to sit down and write anything... I had a story about half way done, but i havent touched it in literally 3 weeks x.X
I have been battling depression, and depression has been getting the better of me. There are a lot of things affecting me, like my ex girlfriend and our daughter. There is me feeling financially insecure at the moment, and feeling like i should be a lot further ahead in life than i already am, and i guess im always paranoid of my ex coming after me for more money for child support so she doesnt have to work... Silly things i guess...
I also get paranoid at my job, because of my previous job, im always worried that even though they say im doing a good job there that im really not doing a good job... Though i did have my year end review and it went well, and im still employed, so thats all good <.<
I've been going for therapy to try and help me cope with all the stresses in life, and they've been trying to find some medications to try and mellow me out and get me motivated again, but really, there are days when im just so depressed that i feel like i want to do nothing at all... My FA inbox is up to 17.5K submissions which i want to go through and save what i want to keep x.x
Im on vacation now for 2 weeks, so maybe a little R&R will get me back into the swing of things! Also, there are some people who have done some commissioned art or gift art which i havent gotten around to commenting on, and for that i sincerely apologize x.x I do hope to get to everyone who has done some art for me and thank them, im just a little scatterbrained at the moment ^^;
Awesome People and Close Friends Part 2
XXX 3some Contest Winners:
bornvictim - Picture Complete! - Story Complete! - 37/37 Pages done!
jackojock - Picture Commissioned - Story Not Started Yet
chandraken - Picture Commissioned - Story Not Started YetA Little Something Winner:
artica - Thinking up Picture Idea - Planning Story after picture thought upNaughty Brainstorm Winner:
bornvictim - Thinking of Picture - Will Plan Story later
They do wonders for me!
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You take care of yourself.
However, I do have one recommendation for you. It's a website. I can't explain why, but after sitting down and reading the entire website, my depression completely disappeared. Maybe it could do something similar for you.
http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/
Hang in there. We love you no matter what!
Just take it a bit at a time. That's usually my strategy when I get overwhelmed by a workload.
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I know what your going through, infact I envy you for actually getting the therapy. I hope the therapy helps you out.
And I don't think your paranoid for feeling financialy insecure. A 12 year old girl destroyed my entire life years ago, I'm 19 and I still live with my mom because of her. But every time you get worried about loosing your job, just remember the fact that you've had the review and everything and it all turned out well, that indicates to me that your job is stable.
I'm curious though, if you don't mind me asking, did you have to pay for the therapy or was it covered under O.H.I.P.? Also, bringing up the topic of finances, I'd recomend that you try to put some money aside or find some sort of "financial crissis insurance".
~H_U_G_S~
I know how you feel. Soon as winter kicks in, I hit a horrible depression and nothing gets done. It's been horrible to try and motivate myself into a perkier mood for my job-hunting and I missed out on NaNoWriMo last month because I couldn't bring myself to type a word. I hope you feel better. Really, I do. Take your time and you'll be back on your feet before you know it.
<3~
I had no idea you had a daughter! What's her name? :3