Since I still want people to know where I stand, I am leaving the body of the last journal in this one. I got 2 donations totaling around 15$ so far and I thank those people again. I also want to add, Starting January I will be doing a Monthly Gift Art to donation givers, all those who submitted donations in the month will receive an email with the file, I only ask that they not post it anywhere. Also I will add this months donation givers to the January list.

Now to the bulk of this journal, I may be running a table top Role playing game over the net soon. I want to run a DnD 3.5E game and a more free form game on the side.

What i mean by free form is using very basic RP rules, I.E. maps are 5' grid based like in DnD, simple die rolls to determine if an action succeeds, that sort of thing. I want to build a Steampunk Sherlock Holmes-esque game with the results.

Anyone interested in the second game please email me and I will send you a rough rulebook. The game won't have any real lvl system or classes, but it should still be quite fun.


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Some of you know my laptop hard drive died, I got a new one in today, but it won't load my recovery discs. Trying to find my copy of Ubuntu or my spare (Yuck!) Vista copy that disappeared right after we got it.


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I failed English and Chemistry and have likely lost my financial aid for the next semester. What does that mean? Well coupled with the year and a half without income, the fact I won't be able to pay for classes, and all my other continuous FUCKING problems. I am done. I am at my wits end and can't take a single thing more.

I need 650$ to get just a single class to keep my enrollment status. If I can get that then I'll be able to hold out.

Aside from that I also need a steady income, which I cannot get.

If anyone is paying any attention, please GOD help me get some commissions. I haven't got a single one that is paying at the moment.

I don't know how much more disappointment I can take, not any significant amount, and I have been begging for help for months now.

If I hear one thing about being mellow dramatic from anyone, here is a note, I live on 400$ a month with my mother, father, grandmother, and brother. We wouldn't even have a roof over our heads if it weren't for the fact my grandmother owned her house before our finances fell to ruin.

Dad can't even get a job now because his and mom's credit is so destroyed he has been told he can't work for anyone.

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Donation Total after PayPal fees: $13.66

Milestones:

1. $650 - 1 Class worth of tuition.
2. $1000 - 1 Class worth of tuition + funds for prototype Thought controlled Animatronic Tail.
3. $1300 - 2 Classes worth of tuition.
4. $1650 - 2 Classes worth of tuition + funds for prototype Thought controlled Animatronic Tail.
5. $1950 - 3 Classes worth of tuition.
6. $2300 - 3 Classes worth of tuition + funds for prototype Thought controlled Animatronic Tail.