There are are just somethings I have to get off my chest -sigh- they've been beating down lately and it has hard to feel good with a few mokeies on my back. Just the top five things I will admit to but. I also try to straighten things out.

1. I have a crush on  princesskoi though I love you like a sister yea i've had a bit of a mark on you and after saying this I also admitting im over it and all my love is focused on  jennyookami

2. -sigh- I always sceretly been jealous of  regrozenah yea.... "what is there to be jealous of?" you ask. Well theres alot your more popular with some of these talented and great people also you get to/know how to do things im still learn/yerning to do

3. My real name was Trevon Patterson beore I got it changed to Slyson Wildton

4. I have tried to take my own life after every time i've been dumped. So its been 5....6...maybe 7 times. I forget

5. I've shot my older brother....it was only in the leg and it was a small glock

I feel slightly better but I still fell a bit low