Two Weeks Later...
15 years ago
Well, I've been gone from here for the past couple of weeks, and when coming back I thought people must be wondering where the next page of The Corps is, wanting to see more of the story. I thought maybe some might have been wondering why I haven't posted the past few weeks, wondering if there was something wrong...
Well, as it turns out, the number of people interested enough to ask about why there have been no new Corps pages the past few weeks: zero. The number of people asking about me: zero.
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Instead, I see a few comments on the last Corps page disappointed that there was no sex, in spite of me saying when I started the new chapter that there wouldn't be. Leaving me feeling very frustrated and wondering why I bother trying to tell a story...
All in all, a bit of a downer. But then, that does fit right in with the way life has been treating me recently.
As it happens, there has been quite a bit wrong with me these past few weeks. I'm not going to go into details, but about 2 weeks ago, there were a few developments in my life that meant things became much worse for me.
I have spent much of the past few weeks feeling massively depressed and stressed out. And the fact that we've entered the busiest period of the year at work and I'm doing much longer hours than I'm used to hasn't helped.
In these past weeks, I have done pretty much no drawing whatsoever. Everything is on hold. Except for commissions that have already been paid for, they're the only things I can bring myself to work on right now, and even they're a struggle (and don't involve any actual drawing, they're all at the inking/colouring stage).
Although I do have another few pages of the Corps already done, I'm not going to post them just yet, I'm going to wait until I'm back on track. My apologies to those few of you who actually don't mind a story from me without characters constantly fucking each other's brains out at every opportunity, but you'll have to be patient.
And because someone will ask about it, I'm sure, no, the last House of Lazarus still isn't done yet. I'm very sorry about that.
So, the question is, when will I get back on track? The honest answer is I don't know. Right now, I'm just trying to make it through the christmas period. After that, and things calm down again, we'll see. But please don't be surprised if it's into the New Year before I'm back into the swing of things.
Well, as it turns out, the number of people interested enough to ask about why there have been no new Corps pages the past few weeks: zero. The number of people asking about me: zero.
t
Instead, I see a few comments on the last Corps page disappointed that there was no sex, in spite of me saying when I started the new chapter that there wouldn't be. Leaving me feeling very frustrated and wondering why I bother trying to tell a story...
All in all, a bit of a downer. But then, that does fit right in with the way life has been treating me recently.
As it happens, there has been quite a bit wrong with me these past few weeks. I'm not going to go into details, but about 2 weeks ago, there were a few developments in my life that meant things became much worse for me.
I have spent much of the past few weeks feeling massively depressed and stressed out. And the fact that we've entered the busiest period of the year at work and I'm doing much longer hours than I'm used to hasn't helped.
In these past weeks, I have done pretty much no drawing whatsoever. Everything is on hold. Except for commissions that have already been paid for, they're the only things I can bring myself to work on right now, and even they're a struggle (and don't involve any actual drawing, they're all at the inking/colouring stage).
Although I do have another few pages of the Corps already done, I'm not going to post them just yet, I'm going to wait until I'm back on track. My apologies to those few of you who actually don't mind a story from me without characters constantly fucking each other's brains out at every opportunity, but you'll have to be patient.
And because someone will ask about it, I'm sure, no, the last House of Lazarus still isn't done yet. I'm very sorry about that.
So, the question is, when will I get back on track? The honest answer is I don't know. Right now, I'm just trying to make it through the christmas period. After that, and things calm down again, we'll see. But please don't be surprised if it's into the New Year before I'm back into the swing of things.
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To be honest Cyberklaw, I thought you might be sick so I didn't want to bug you. As for the sex scenes, um no that isn't why I read the Corp comic you put up, although I will admit I do love the muscles on those soldiers, it's because it's interesting and hope to look forward to more whenever that might be. And yeah I do sympathise, this is the busiest time of the year and as for the other bad stuff that's happened to you, well I hope you will feel better eventually *hugs* have a Happy New Year and Christmas.
You tend to disappear for a fair chunk of time now and again, so it didn't seem strange. Hope things get better soon
Well...best wishes for christmas and the new year.
As for not noticing a two-week gap in posting... We accept that artists draw and post when their Muses move them. "Everything is on hold" is understandable at this busiest, most stressful time of year.
I commented on your last Corps post, to let you know that I was reading it, at least. But I don't expect you to stick to any sort of schedule for it.
Looking forward to them, whenever you can get round to doing them I'm sure they will be fantastic! Sex doesn't have to feature in everything!
i get that a lot with my writing- not just on here but on other sites as well.. (mainly AVP stuff...)
but anyways, hope you feel better soon
But I'm not the sort of person to send you a whiney IM you didn't post to your self inflicted deadline on Tues, face it if you had a TON of people doing that wouldn't you feel stressed and harrassed by it ?
That's why I haven't responded but don't think that it's because no one cares about you. I'm sorry for what you're going through but if you keep assuming no one cares about you when there are people that do, you're going to still be depressed.