Ten Day Meme
15 years ago
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Who gives a crap if I do it correctly, I'm doing it all in one day.
1. I really can't believe someone could, in good conscience, be as big of an asshole as you. I can't believe how you claim to be so godly and righteous in the Lord when you treat your own damn family so badly. If you ask, you are the reason I abandoned by faith. I feel knowing you has ruined me. I know I automatically take away any credibility I have, but I really hope you get cancer and die a slow, painful death. Just be lucky I thus far haven't decided whether or not prison would be worth killing you.
2. I love you. I love you more than anything. I've never even felt love before I had you around. I guess I really wish I could be better for you. I wish I could afford to buy you everything. But I'll always be here for you when you need. I am all yours. Everything will be better soon.
3. I'm sorry I'm so awkward around you. I promise I'm not totally retarded around everyone like that. I dunno, everything I say just ends up coming off wrong. But the truth is, I really want to be your friend, and I would never want anything that is bad for you.
4. I love you and you should be loving yourself, too. Your art is beautiful and you are beautiful. I always feel bad that things can't be how they need to be for you to be comfortable. I always feel worse that you live too far away for me to help.
5. My relationship with you proves why I'm truly a bad person. That's all.
6. I wish I could be justified in wanting to be your friend. You're super amazing and I'm totally infatuated with you. It would be awesome if we could talk more, or at least hear from you enough so that our conversations could go beyond "hi how ya doin" and move onto serious things. My interest in you is genuine, and I apologize if that makes me a creeper. I miss you. I want to be with you.
7. I didn't know it was possible to be as fucked up as you are. I think you truly scared me worse than I've ever been scared before. I don't even know what else to say. You're a sociopath. I sympathize with whoever looks at you the wrong way.
8. I think you're the only girl that's ever really liked me and I wish you don't hurt me as bad as it hurts. I know you don't mean it (at least most of the time), but it happens anyway. I'm sorry I am too weak to stay away, because frankly I really like you too. Too bad it'll never go anywhere.
9. We don't work well together. I don't know why I talk to you cause you're never there for me as I am for you. You dated/are dating freaking everyone I know and you know how I felt. You told me you felt like a whore if you were going to date any more of us, and well, guess what? Well, you're sexy and I'll give you that.
10. I felt super amazing when you added me on your msn and really wanted to talk to me. Then, a month later, you stop coming on and I pretty much don't hear you again. Come on, man.
1. Still got bad self-esteem, but I'm working on that.
2. Currently on depression meds, and started in September, but I think they're working.
3. Most of my friends are on the internet. My best ones, at least. I don't understand how to have a good friend irl as I do online.
4. Oh wow, I can't think of anything positive, hahahah
5. Connects with other people easily by talking about music.
6. Connects even easier when it's talking about academics. I feel truly comfortable if I'm doing something academic.
7. I'm pretty sure I'm one of the "cool" furries, whatever those are.
8. The future freaks me out.
9. I often completely omit pronouns in my sentence subjects.
1. Call me your friend in front of everyone, for anyone to see.
2. Draw me a picture, of us doing something.
3. Go out of your way for me in pretty much any way at all. It doesn't even have to be much.
4. Be honest and sincere with me, even if it hurts me.
5. Put up with me.
6. Invite me to things.
7. Enjoy my presence and be there for me.
8. I have that weakness for cute/sexy girls. So I guess there's that. Giving me that kind of attention would make me cling though.
1. Boobs, sex, girls, etc. and fantasies thereof.
2. Am I even going to make a good living pursuing what I like to do academically?
3. My greatest fear, a.k.a. being left homeless and with absolutely nothing.
4. Lots of really sad pathetic stuff. Like, self-deprecating stuff, self-defeating stuff, all this nasty negativity that I need to get rid of asap.
5. My parents.
6. Daydreaming with music going on.
7. Code-making, language and translations, other academic stuff and studying and such.
1. Living. Let it be known that thus far, living is my biggest regret, and that's kind of the umbrella for everything I feel bad about. These other 5 things are pretty minor compared to that.
2. That time I sat back while a "friend" started wrestling my little sister.
3. Letting myself go. There wasn't really a time that I wasn't a mess, though, so idk about that.
4. I often regret saying certain things to friends and other people. Always tiny things. I try to fix it, but that first impression of what I said sticks.
5. Definitely that one friendship with the sociopath. Worst shitstorm of my life.
6. Buying that laptop, I guess. I happened to make the worst financial decision so far with that, but I really couldn't have known. I bought it when it was top of the line. I couldn't have known that it would turn out to be the worst model on the market and be the subject of recalls and court settlements.
1. Wyvy
2. Shaddie
3. My momma
4. Essy
5. Everyone else. I got heart for everyone I consider my friend.
1. Dirty, nasty, unclean shit. This includes: smoking, not taking a shower, smelling, terrible fetishes, not brushing teeth, oh god.
2. Any kind of verbal abuse. (Dirty talk is different.)
3. The attitude of having unwarranted self-importance, or entitlement, or elitism.
4. Talking about others in front of me really highly. Don't do that shit, especially if you and I are supposed to mean something together.
1. Huge, fat boobs. Jesus. Almost every single little thing about them turns me on. Any attention dealing with them is also tops. Names for them.
2. The fact that there was/is significant growing, or will be growing to be done. Usually to do with fat and weight gain, really. In a couple instances, natural breast growth. Intentional or not. Turns me on real bad.
3. Pretty much any sort of flirting with me. This includes a good personality or positive attitude. (hahah, but please don't flirt and not deliver.) Otherwise, any sort of close, special attention, with plenty of physical contact.
1. =3
2. v..v
I'm very addicted to sexually explicit things. I'm definitely a loser if that's what I'm so addicted to, and yet I've had no sexual contact or experience of the sort. Not even the chance.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Who gives a crap if I do it correctly, I'm doing it all in one day.
1. I really can't believe someone could, in good conscience, be as big of an asshole as you. I can't believe how you claim to be so godly and righteous in the Lord when you treat your own damn family so badly. If you ask, you are the reason I abandoned by faith. I feel knowing you has ruined me. I know I automatically take away any credibility I have, but I really hope you get cancer and die a slow, painful death. Just be lucky I thus far haven't decided whether or not prison would be worth killing you.
2. I love you. I love you more than anything. I've never even felt love before I had you around. I guess I really wish I could be better for you. I wish I could afford to buy you everything. But I'll always be here for you when you need. I am all yours. Everything will be better soon.
3. I'm sorry I'm so awkward around you. I promise I'm not totally retarded around everyone like that. I dunno, everything I say just ends up coming off wrong. But the truth is, I really want to be your friend, and I would never want anything that is bad for you.
4. I love you and you should be loving yourself, too. Your art is beautiful and you are beautiful. I always feel bad that things can't be how they need to be for you to be comfortable. I always feel worse that you live too far away for me to help.
5. My relationship with you proves why I'm truly a bad person. That's all.
6. I wish I could be justified in wanting to be your friend. You're super amazing and I'm totally infatuated with you. It would be awesome if we could talk more, or at least hear from you enough so that our conversations could go beyond "hi how ya doin" and move onto serious things. My interest in you is genuine, and I apologize if that makes me a creeper. I miss you. I want to be with you.
7. I didn't know it was possible to be as fucked up as you are. I think you truly scared me worse than I've ever been scared before. I don't even know what else to say. You're a sociopath. I sympathize with whoever looks at you the wrong way.
8. I think you're the only girl that's ever really liked me and I wish you don't hurt me as bad as it hurts. I know you don't mean it (at least most of the time), but it happens anyway. I'm sorry I am too weak to stay away, because frankly I really like you too. Too bad it'll never go anywhere.
9. We don't work well together. I don't know why I talk to you cause you're never there for me as I am for you. You dated/are dating freaking everyone I know and you know how I felt. You told me you felt like a whore if you were going to date any more of us, and well, guess what? Well, you're sexy and I'll give you that.
10. I felt super amazing when you added me on your msn and really wanted to talk to me. Then, a month later, you stop coming on and I pretty much don't hear you again. Come on, man.
1. Still got bad self-esteem, but I'm working on that.
2. Currently on depression meds, and started in September, but I think they're working.
3. Most of my friends are on the internet. My best ones, at least. I don't understand how to have a good friend irl as I do online.
4. Oh wow, I can't think of anything positive, hahahah
5. Connects with other people easily by talking about music.
6. Connects even easier when it's talking about academics. I feel truly comfortable if I'm doing something academic.
7. I'm pretty sure I'm one of the "cool" furries, whatever those are.
8. The future freaks me out.
9. I often completely omit pronouns in my sentence subjects.
1. Call me your friend in front of everyone, for anyone to see.
2. Draw me a picture, of us doing something.
3. Go out of your way for me in pretty much any way at all. It doesn't even have to be much.
4. Be honest and sincere with me, even if it hurts me.
5. Put up with me.
6. Invite me to things.
7. Enjoy my presence and be there for me.
8. I have that weakness for cute/sexy girls. So I guess there's that. Giving me that kind of attention would make me cling though.
1. Boobs, sex, girls, etc. and fantasies thereof.
2. Am I even going to make a good living pursuing what I like to do academically?
3. My greatest fear, a.k.a. being left homeless and with absolutely nothing.
4. Lots of really sad pathetic stuff. Like, self-deprecating stuff, self-defeating stuff, all this nasty negativity that I need to get rid of asap.
5. My parents.
6. Daydreaming with music going on.
7. Code-making, language and translations, other academic stuff and studying and such.
1. Living. Let it be known that thus far, living is my biggest regret, and that's kind of the umbrella for everything I feel bad about. These other 5 things are pretty minor compared to that.
2. That time I sat back while a "friend" started wrestling my little sister.
3. Letting myself go. There wasn't really a time that I wasn't a mess, though, so idk about that.
4. I often regret saying certain things to friends and other people. Always tiny things. I try to fix it, but that first impression of what I said sticks.
5. Definitely that one friendship with the sociopath. Worst shitstorm of my life.
6. Buying that laptop, I guess. I happened to make the worst financial decision so far with that, but I really couldn't have known. I bought it when it was top of the line. I couldn't have known that it would turn out to be the worst model on the market and be the subject of recalls and court settlements.
1. Wyvy
2. Shaddie
3. My momma
4. Essy
5. Everyone else. I got heart for everyone I consider my friend.
1. Dirty, nasty, unclean shit. This includes: smoking, not taking a shower, smelling, terrible fetishes, not brushing teeth, oh god.
2. Any kind of verbal abuse. (Dirty talk is different.)
3. The attitude of having unwarranted self-importance, or entitlement, or elitism.
4. Talking about others in front of me really highly. Don't do that shit, especially if you and I are supposed to mean something together.
1. Huge, fat boobs. Jesus. Almost every single little thing about them turns me on. Any attention dealing with them is also tops. Names for them.
2. The fact that there was/is significant growing, or will be growing to be done. Usually to do with fat and weight gain, really. In a couple instances, natural breast growth. Intentional or not. Turns me on real bad.
3. Pretty much any sort of flirting with me. This includes a good personality or positive attitude. (hahah, but please don't flirt and not deliver.) Otherwise, any sort of close, special attention, with plenty of physical contact.
1. =3
2. v..v
I'm very addicted to sexually explicit things. I'm definitely a loser if that's what I'm so addicted to, and yet I've had no sexual contact or experience of the sort. Not even the chance.
Esuriat
~esuriatcorinths
I wish I could share my pancakes with you.
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