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15 years ago
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mexicanfurs
ginga_fansCant I be myself?
Being cute and being metal fur, could mix...
This weeks, like for a pair of months I have felt what being a metal fur is... and I have to say that I love the music, I love the spirit that they have, I love the combination of anger, agony, sadness, injustice and music, I love the people I have met cuz of this, but...
There is the other side of the coin: Discrimination at: Bus, school, family, friends (not metal ones); being and feeling lonely, no one is ever there; rights with friends, that I am not up to discuss...
I am pretty confused, I cant be myself becouse my friends see me like a weird guy, but, I cant be the "good boy" everyone else wants me to be, becouse I am loosing myself, and that is the only thing I cant loose.
Here are my reasons why I love to (and are proud of) be a metal fur, I am NOT telling you to join me:
- Lyrics: The lyrics at the songs are not just anger and agony, they are a whole story behind, they have hearth and soul, they could speak b theirself. "Never fall asleep, you wont wake up, destroy the guillotine, before he does", when you read trough it your reaction is "Psychologist please", but, if you find the story before, you realize it means that if you snooze, you lose, that you have to beat your opponents to reach glory and fame, two things that, as humans, we cant resist.
- People: I have met many kind metal / metalfurs lately, they are kind people, cute on their way, yeah, we fight eachother, but, we arent doing it to hurt someone, is a way to show, to express something we have inside
- Heavy music: Everytime, EVERY SINGLE TIME, I was sad, depressed, only thing that was heard on my room was music, the heavier the more sad I was, so, I started to get on metal, starting with post-hardcore and hardcore from Escape the fate, passing trough Metalica and finally getting to Trivium, where I found the metalcore, a true expression of what I felt, so yes, the louder it is, the worse that I feel.
These are simple thngs that made me a metal fur, dont try change me, you wont...
Tell me, have you ever felt like this?
Being cute and being metal fur, could mix...
This weeks, like for a pair of months I have felt what being a metal fur is... and I have to say that I love the music, I love the spirit that they have, I love the combination of anger, agony, sadness, injustice and music, I love the people I have met cuz of this, but...
There is the other side of the coin: Discrimination at: Bus, school, family, friends (not metal ones); being and feeling lonely, no one is ever there; rights with friends, that I am not up to discuss...
I am pretty confused, I cant be myself becouse my friends see me like a weird guy, but, I cant be the "good boy" everyone else wants me to be, becouse I am loosing myself, and that is the only thing I cant loose.
Here are my reasons why I love to (and are proud of) be a metal fur, I am NOT telling you to join me:
- Lyrics: The lyrics at the songs are not just anger and agony, they are a whole story behind, they have hearth and soul, they could speak b theirself. "Never fall asleep, you wont wake up, destroy the guillotine, before he does", when you read trough it your reaction is "Psychologist please", but, if you find the story before, you realize it means that if you snooze, you lose, that you have to beat your opponents to reach glory and fame, two things that, as humans, we cant resist.
- People: I have met many kind metal / metalfurs lately, they are kind people, cute on their way, yeah, we fight eachother, but, we arent doing it to hurt someone, is a way to show, to express something we have inside
- Heavy music: Everytime, EVERY SINGLE TIME, I was sad, depressed, only thing that was heard on my room was music, the heavier the more sad I was, so, I started to get on metal, starting with post-hardcore and hardcore from Escape the fate, passing trough Metalica and finally getting to Trivium, where I found the metalcore, a true expression of what I felt, so yes, the louder it is, the worse that I feel.
These are simple thngs that made me a metal fur, dont try change me, you wont...
Tell me, have you ever felt like this?
I felt lonely because NOBODY likes ROCK or Electro D: (They say that Metallica is super bad ass and they only shout) -.-
I can't share anything related with music with my friends :/
They doesn't like even INDIE music (Coldplay, Paramore) WTF!!!!!!
They only like Black Eyed Peas and David Guetta :/
And people where I live are a "bit" higher in social status... so they say me "Naco >:O" -.-
It sucks, i can't say something without someone arguing me why the things I do sucks ¬¬'