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Slowly all moves to Christmas
15 years ago
Since I started my job at a factory for people with disabilitys.
I changed in the first 2 weeks the workplace and from my first fears I recovered shortly and got like always: Loud, tempered, funny, excited.
I really like my boss - I mean my direct one, who leads our little group of 8 workers. She's a good person and gives her best to make it as good as possible for her workers under these terrible conditions.
She really fights hard and gets mostly pushed back. But still she didn't gave up, even when she just decided to begin witht eh fight next year again. She taught me a lot and also we talked a lot. I could understand things better and got known to the other groupleaders. The most of them are really nice, and the ones who ar eclose to her, are like guys who stands behind me and will protect and lead me. This let me feel really good and I get the energy and fun to keep cooperate with the people and give my best.
Somehow it's a work. My boss told me: "If you see it as a work, then you're at the wrong place." But I dunno how I should name it else. On the one side it IS my work. On the other side that ARE people who I really like - just like coworkers sometimes even a bit like a friend. So I say always work.. But that isn't negative, this word. For me it's mostly positive. Maybe the reason why I like to call it work, 'cause it is a hard work for me which I really love. I always wanted to be helpfull and make something social and now I just DO IT. I really DO it.
The last weeks were very pity and noisy. Even when I learned a lot, I still have to learn much more. I realise it everyday. Mostly when I talk with my boss. She shows me her view of points and I'm quiet fascinated. She got so much understanding for so many sides and I mostl have to agree in what she says. If I didn't saw it in this point of view befor, I understand it after she talks with me about it. It's realy helpfull, but still I got problems with materialising the theory in praxis.
I get it hardly shown when the situation escalates.
I'm energetic, ambitious, get mostly fast the understanding of how things works and give my best. That are good attributes.. But not if it really got one lil' problem.. Then I turn crazy.
I get stressed, tempered, sometimes harsh in givind advices and fast in repair.
Actually the last point isn't bad, but we got a group who has to work slow, for their own health, so it is bad.
And the weeks were full of stress and problems. In work and also in social themes. I already lost my nerves completly and so I looked forward for every weekend and now for our freetime between Christmas and new Year.
I'm glad about the time out and free time. I really need it. I told already my boss, and she told me kinda same.
So I'm glad that I'm not alone with it but I know also, that this will return one day. I'll see forward and give my best. I really hope that I get more calmed down in stress situations. I really think, that this work can help me to get more calmed and see easier other points of view.
I got told that I got the something for social work... But I still know, that I have to trian and spezialise it. It's still not good enough, but I think I have the time to get along and keep learning. I'm just at the start of the work I dreamed of.
I'm glad that the stress is over - for now.
Soon is Christmaseve and my Birthday. Wish me the best, I got soem things to do and want to see some people I really like and love. I'm really glad and happy at the moment. I do like my live right now. I love the people arround me, even with my family I get better along. Yes.. Im happy with my life, I wish you can have this moment too.
My wish for Christmas?
That this part of my life, won't get too fastly forgotten and that my heart will keep the warm breath of it.
My wish? I'm kinda wishless.. Somehow. I just wish me the best for the others. I hope you'll have the best at the moment.
Yours DT
I changed in the first 2 weeks the workplace and from my first fears I recovered shortly and got like always: Loud, tempered, funny, excited.
I really like my boss - I mean my direct one, who leads our little group of 8 workers. She's a good person and gives her best to make it as good as possible for her workers under these terrible conditions.
She really fights hard and gets mostly pushed back. But still she didn't gave up, even when she just decided to begin witht eh fight next year again. She taught me a lot and also we talked a lot. I could understand things better and got known to the other groupleaders. The most of them are really nice, and the ones who ar eclose to her, are like guys who stands behind me and will protect and lead me. This let me feel really good and I get the energy and fun to keep cooperate with the people and give my best.
Somehow it's a work. My boss told me: "If you see it as a work, then you're at the wrong place." But I dunno how I should name it else. On the one side it IS my work. On the other side that ARE people who I really like - just like coworkers sometimes even a bit like a friend. So I say always work.. But that isn't negative, this word. For me it's mostly positive. Maybe the reason why I like to call it work, 'cause it is a hard work for me which I really love. I always wanted to be helpfull and make something social and now I just DO IT. I really DO it.
The last weeks were very pity and noisy. Even when I learned a lot, I still have to learn much more. I realise it everyday. Mostly when I talk with my boss. She shows me her view of points and I'm quiet fascinated. She got so much understanding for so many sides and I mostl have to agree in what she says. If I didn't saw it in this point of view befor, I understand it after she talks with me about it. It's realy helpfull, but still I got problems with materialising the theory in praxis.
I get it hardly shown when the situation escalates.
I'm energetic, ambitious, get mostly fast the understanding of how things works and give my best. That are good attributes.. But not if it really got one lil' problem.. Then I turn crazy.
I get stressed, tempered, sometimes harsh in givind advices and fast in repair.
Actually the last point isn't bad, but we got a group who has to work slow, for their own health, so it is bad.
And the weeks were full of stress and problems. In work and also in social themes. I already lost my nerves completly and so I looked forward for every weekend and now for our freetime between Christmas and new Year.
I'm glad about the time out and free time. I really need it. I told already my boss, and she told me kinda same.
So I'm glad that I'm not alone with it but I know also, that this will return one day. I'll see forward and give my best. I really hope that I get more calmed down in stress situations. I really think, that this work can help me to get more calmed and see easier other points of view.
I got told that I got the something for social work... But I still know, that I have to trian and spezialise it. It's still not good enough, but I think I have the time to get along and keep learning. I'm just at the start of the work I dreamed of.
I'm glad that the stress is over - for now.
Soon is Christmaseve and my Birthday. Wish me the best, I got soem things to do and want to see some people I really like and love. I'm really glad and happy at the moment. I do like my live right now. I love the people arround me, even with my family I get better along. Yes.. Im happy with my life, I wish you can have this moment too.
My wish for Christmas?
That this part of my life, won't get too fastly forgotten and that my heart will keep the warm breath of it.
My wish? I'm kinda wishless.. Somehow. I just wish me the best for the others. I hope you'll have the best at the moment.
Yours DT
