Full disclosure.. I've been trying to hide this.. cause I'm sure it's going to make several of my enemies pretty happy.. and I know how some of you furs get about me being "emo" or "moody".. But the truth is, I hate Christmas.

Not for any political reasons.. But maybe it's a petty reason.. But Simply, Christmas reminds me how lonely I am. Or how Alone I am. I have a feeling this year is going to be the worst, considering the las few months.

I'm already seeing people posting about what they are getting from friends and family, and.. Basically i know I won't get much if anything. Not that I feel this holiday is about getting gifts, it's just one of those things that I feel is missing. On top of that, I spend the time alone. I try every year to try and give gifts to a few of my closest friends, though my means are meager.

One of my roommates have even already posted how he wants to spend christmas with someone other than us.