oh i love xmas blah blah blah. NO! xmas is starting to piss me off year after year! fucking sake the damn stores are packed all day and shit, last 5 yrs iv had to actully find something that i actully want cause i have no clue wtf i want. still today i have no fucking clue and xmas is saturday. and then god damn a month later is my bday. same damn thing. plus i been sick the past 2 weeks and its bullshit, last time i was actully sick was over 2 yrs ago. so wtf. im just want this shit over with so i can go spend 1am and w.e at walmart and meijers just looking at stuff. also i might as well say fuck ever getting a fursuit, all my prices iv came back with want god damn 1000+ $$