End of 2010
15 years ago
Well I wanted to say some things about 2010 before it ends.
I think 2010 was great year. Even if there was some huge changes in my life. I really like how things came out at the End of it.
Well lets start with Sport.
I think 2010 was a great year for Germany...we had a damn good World Cup and also in Sports like F1 we got the best spots. I just can Say I am proud and happy to see that this country has enough strukture and ability to creat great talents still.
Also my Soccer Team FC Barcelona is finishing a great year. We won La Liga again and we are on the best way to make it the 3rd titel in 3 years and I hope we are going for the cup and the Champions Cup again next year.
I also wasnt that well this year after I had to get a Hernia in my lap closed. It took me 6 weeks to recover from that and I am still not that well and in pain from time to time. But thats life and we all dont get younger or do we ;)
Well I think one of the big changes in my life this year is of course I broke up with
Jaleo it was not easy but I just figured that we dont work because we are to different and its better for bot of us. After I look to the time we had together I have to say we had good and bad parts in it. But at the end I just can say I was not happy the way things was and it would have never worked out.
How I know this?
I do because in October I found someone else and after refusing it for long I fall in love with my lovely and awesome angel
tdizzle810 and he showed me that I can live my life and feel good without taking all the things away that make me exactly who I am.
I am happy as can be and I am so lucky I found someone like him who take me the way I am.
And make me happy.
And I miss him damn much every day since I had to say goodbye in november.
According to that there was a decission I had to take...and I made it now...I will leave Germany in the next 2 years and go to live with my baby in the USA. I know I have lot of friends in Germany and I know that it will not be easy for them or for me to be so far from each other but I just can say I do what I think is best for me. And I hope all of you understand that.
I took this decission also because I found my new little family over there while I stayed in Feb. and Oct.
I meet
Vincent_Valentino and
wayajarrard 2010 for the first time. And I have to say the two trips I spend with them...it was some of the best days in my life. I never was so happy and had so much fun. And I have to thank you you always cared about me and made me feel good. And after I know you better since my last visit I really miss you two every day you are like family to me and I cant wait to see you again.
I also want to thank all the other guys I meet in the USA this year it was awesome to spend time with you all and I hope we see us in march. I was really happy to make new friends and to know you all a little better.
Also I want to thank all ym friends in Germany the ones who was always there for me and the once I could be there for to. I am really happy I have freinds like you guys. Specially I want to thank 4 people
Twice of course she is one of my best freinds over here and I enjoy the time we spend together and I am happy to have someone like here.
alvord you are still my best friend over here even if we dont see us that often the last months. But its always fun to hang out and refreshing to talk with you and I hope things come out better next year for you I would really like that.
And
Lorcanfawks and netho...you two are awesome guys and I love to spend time and laugh with you and I think you are two of the few guys I really can talk with in this world I wish all the best for the next year.
Well after all the good and bad things I have to say I enjoyed 2010 and I look forward to 2011 to see all the people I love again and have a good time :)
Best to all of you :D
Polar
I think 2010 was great year. Even if there was some huge changes in my life. I really like how things came out at the End of it.
Well lets start with Sport.
I think 2010 was a great year for Germany...we had a damn good World Cup and also in Sports like F1 we got the best spots. I just can Say I am proud and happy to see that this country has enough strukture and ability to creat great talents still.
Also my Soccer Team FC Barcelona is finishing a great year. We won La Liga again and we are on the best way to make it the 3rd titel in 3 years and I hope we are going for the cup and the Champions Cup again next year.
I also wasnt that well this year after I had to get a Hernia in my lap closed. It took me 6 weeks to recover from that and I am still not that well and in pain from time to time. But thats life and we all dont get younger or do we ;)
Well I think one of the big changes in my life this year is of course I broke up with
Jaleo it was not easy but I just figured that we dont work because we are to different and its better for bot of us. After I look to the time we had together I have to say we had good and bad parts in it. But at the end I just can say I was not happy the way things was and it would have never worked out. How I know this?
I do because in October I found someone else and after refusing it for long I fall in love with my lovely and awesome angel
tdizzle810 and he showed me that I can live my life and feel good without taking all the things away that make me exactly who I am. I am happy as can be and I am so lucky I found someone like him who take me the way I am.
And make me happy.
And I miss him damn much every day since I had to say goodbye in november.
According to that there was a decission I had to take...and I made it now...I will leave Germany in the next 2 years and go to live with my baby in the USA. I know I have lot of friends in Germany and I know that it will not be easy for them or for me to be so far from each other but I just can say I do what I think is best for me. And I hope all of you understand that.
I took this decission also because I found my new little family over there while I stayed in Feb. and Oct.
I meet
Vincent_Valentino and
wayajarrard 2010 for the first time. And I have to say the two trips I spend with them...it was some of the best days in my life. I never was so happy and had so much fun. And I have to thank you you always cared about me and made me feel good. And after I know you better since my last visit I really miss you two every day you are like family to me and I cant wait to see you again.I also want to thank all the other guys I meet in the USA this year it was awesome to spend time with you all and I hope we see us in march. I was really happy to make new friends and to know you all a little better.
Also I want to thank all ym friends in Germany the ones who was always there for me and the once I could be there for to. I am really happy I have freinds like you guys. Specially I want to thank 4 people
Twice of course she is one of my best freinds over here and I enjoy the time we spend together and I am happy to have someone like here.
alvord you are still my best friend over here even if we dont see us that often the last months. But its always fun to hang out and refreshing to talk with you and I hope things come out better next year for you I would really like that.And
Lorcanfawks and netho...you two are awesome guys and I love to spend time and laugh with you and I think you are two of the few guys I really can talk with in this world I wish all the best for the next year.Well after all the good and bad things I have to say I enjoyed 2010 and I look forward to 2011 to see all the people I love again and have a good time :)
Best to all of you :D
Polar
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