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15 years ago
OCCO WHERE HAVE YO BEEN.
Home.
working.
a shitton of working.
I'm off my meds again, first so that I could reserve the room for FC (a horrible decision that I have learned from) and again this week, so that I could afford to buy Christmas presents (which I will be doing tomorrow when I cash my paycheck- Hopefully dad will understand that I must do my shopping.)
The choral cubs picture -DOES- have an update (almost two, by now, actually) that I hope to post later tonight, if I have time. Krizzle is the only one whom I have yet to finish shading, and then I shall begin to apply the Flats for Dulce and Chocolate kit. I would apply them to Snazzy but seriously I am having trouble finding a ref and He hasn't sent me one.
Anyway. . . If you have the pleasure of talking to me before I can get my prescription again, Fair warning- I've been having a rough time, emotionally, and that's been compounded by a distinct lack of Lexapro, so I'm rather. . . Uh. . .
well, mom said "Pissy" but it's more like "Feeling Chronically Abandoned, Ignored, and otherwise Unimportant."
Also, I've been increasingly Angry as of late- I'm worried that I'm not going to be able to keep on controlling it.
I've been this close to smashing someone's face in at least six times in the last week or so, and it took every ounce of energy I had last night not to break anything. . . It got to a point where I didn't want to even stand up because I was afraid that I would beat the everloving shit out of whoever I ran into first. . .
I'm scared as Hell about this, guys.
. . . Anyway, I actually have loads of good news, but these are the only ones that I can remember right now-
Aunt Jenee printed up a copy of the manuscript for The River- no illustrations yet but it's a hard copy of something! It's so far been insanely useful, and I am extremely thankful for it.
Also, I did some digging and we might be able to get a round trip for Sae, as well as a room for three weeks, for a little -less- than we paid (or, perhaps I should say, Drake Paid ;P) to get Kriz and I there and back <3
Home.
working.
a shitton of working.
I'm off my meds again, first so that I could reserve the room for FC (a horrible decision that I have learned from) and again this week, so that I could afford to buy Christmas presents (which I will be doing tomorrow when I cash my paycheck- Hopefully dad will understand that I must do my shopping.)
The choral cubs picture -DOES- have an update (almost two, by now, actually) that I hope to post later tonight, if I have time. Krizzle is the only one whom I have yet to finish shading, and then I shall begin to apply the Flats for Dulce and Chocolate kit. I would apply them to Snazzy but seriously I am having trouble finding a ref and He hasn't sent me one.
Anyway. . . If you have the pleasure of talking to me before I can get my prescription again, Fair warning- I've been having a rough time, emotionally, and that's been compounded by a distinct lack of Lexapro, so I'm rather. . . Uh. . .
well, mom said "Pissy" but it's more like "Feeling Chronically Abandoned, Ignored, and otherwise Unimportant."
Also, I've been increasingly Angry as of late- I'm worried that I'm not going to be able to keep on controlling it.
I've been this close to smashing someone's face in at least six times in the last week or so, and it took every ounce of energy I had last night not to break anything. . . It got to a point where I didn't want to even stand up because I was afraid that I would beat the everloving shit out of whoever I ran into first. . .
I'm scared as Hell about this, guys.
. . . Anyway, I actually have loads of good news, but these are the only ones that I can remember right now-
Aunt Jenee printed up a copy of the manuscript for The River- no illustrations yet but it's a hard copy of something! It's so far been insanely useful, and I am extremely thankful for it.
Also, I did some digging and we might be able to get a round trip for Sae, as well as a room for three weeks, for a little -less- than we paid (or, perhaps I should say, Drake Paid ;P) to get Kriz and I there and back <3
