I really feel the need to hang out with other Lesbians. I don't think I have been exposed to the social scene enough. Sure I've gone to bars with Natty and Shannon and Lindy, but we only seem to talk with eachother. They have all these neat-o stories to tell about the old crowds they used to hang out with, but I don't ;-; I feel left out sometimes. I've never even been to Pride before.

I love being gay, I wouldn't have it any other way. I just really want to embrace my sexuality more and be proud of it. I hate having those stupid fucking, "BABY DYKE" jokes thrown at me. I know they aren't meant to offend but they kind of do piss me off. I am not a baby dyke, and I'm not your traditional dyke by any means. I'm just, LIZ, fucking Liz.

God I'm so hormonal right now. I'm fucking pissed off at other things too. For one, my breasts seem to have gotten larger and I'm not talking about "ow period boobs" This really upsets me. I don't want them but they keep coming back to taunt me. Fuck this shit, I'm buying some mother fucking cigarettes god damn it.

Liz-Zabeth~