...left till Christmas AFK IRL I'm feeling good ready to see family and enjoy it but some online stuff is nagging me lol it seems ridiculous and I'm going to push past it I'm just typing here to help me get rid of it. At least I hope so lol. Some of it is anxiety about certain things but they should pass can't really do anything about them I have no control over them so I just have to let them pass over me or around me or deflect them as some self defense instructors would say. Oh well I wish everyone a Happy Holiday. Online stuff is supposed to be fun right? So let's just keep it that way lol =3 yeah right lol TTFN

-Tom23