Thank you everyone, you guys have made me feel so much better, only thing I wish was that you said it sooner, but thank you. I'm feeling better but I still feel really depressed, but I should get better with rest and your support. I wish I wasn't so tired and worn out or I'ld reply to everyones comments and notes... I will just not now, I need sleep, more then 4hours in 7days. *hugs, nuzzles and snuggles everyone.*