FA+
Shop
A long road to travel..Alone?
18 years ago
General
Tracker's Thoughts and notes
The Main Title I can say really is right now. I am board and a bit loney.
The thing is that I was battling this thought and asking people can a 18 year old date a 16 and people was saying sure it fine. It's not a problem but I was really having troble with it you see I thought it was wrong and odd.
I now know why I had this view you see I went through Performing Arts and I was only a year older then everyone else which wasnt a problem. But ever so often this really shined through to me. That they often couldn't get past their age or to put it blunt "Grow up".
Fighting for the ranks of top dog and fighting, shouting, breaking down and crying if they don't get their way. Also another little factor I came to know is the lack of mixed gender to explain quite simplely. Girls and Boys only talked if they want to shag. So heres me who see people as people, often getting questions on do I want to have sex with so and so (Just because I've talked to them). Which is followed by "Do I jack off" because I don't. This was all the asked time by the way.
So even tho I had friends even tho I got along fine I knew that I always had to be ready. Always had to be ready to break the friendship links because of this small factor or I would fry in the fire of teen fighting. So 1 year soon to mean alot in my eyes.
So NOW then im going back to college. I know this reson I had for 18 to date 16 I viewed odd is because. I'm gonna be in a class with new students that will 16 along with others from last year class to.
Which mite be murder for me. Till I find a common ground with them or find a Dimon in the rough. I don't want to date a 16 year old.... that's not what I was asking....I was really asking "Can 18 year old get along with a 16?".....Because if I felt like I did after one year with a one year gap......How im I gonna feel about 2??
Time will tell I guess. Thanks for reading share your thought.
(Sorry for all poor grammer and spelling I do try)
Broken Splinter
The thing is that I was battling this thought and asking people can a 18 year old date a 16 and people was saying sure it fine. It's not a problem but I was really having troble with it you see I thought it was wrong and odd.
I now know why I had this view you see I went through Performing Arts and I was only a year older then everyone else which wasnt a problem. But ever so often this really shined through to me. That they often couldn't get past their age or to put it blunt "Grow up".
Fighting for the ranks of top dog and fighting, shouting, breaking down and crying if they don't get their way. Also another little factor I came to know is the lack of mixed gender to explain quite simplely. Girls and Boys only talked if they want to shag. So heres me who see people as people, often getting questions on do I want to have sex with so and so (Just because I've talked to them). Which is followed by "Do I jack off" because I don't. This was all the asked time by the way.
So even tho I had friends even tho I got along fine I knew that I always had to be ready. Always had to be ready to break the friendship links because of this small factor or I would fry in the fire of teen fighting. So 1 year soon to mean alot in my eyes.
So NOW then im going back to college. I know this reson I had for 18 to date 16 I viewed odd is because. I'm gonna be in a class with new students that will 16 along with others from last year class to.
Which mite be murder for me. Till I find a common ground with them or find a Dimon in the rough. I don't want to date a 16 year old.... that's not what I was asking....I was really asking "Can 18 year old get along with a 16?".....Because if I felt like I did after one year with a one year gap......How im I gonna feel about 2??
Time will tell I guess. Thanks for reading share your thought.
(Sorry for all poor grammer and spelling I do try)
Broken Splinter
He's SEXY.
Thing is, if you're the older one, the younger one is going to rely on you for... A lot - Sexually, Affectionately, socially, they're all going to pick it up from you.
So I was allways one year older then every one else at that point.
It didnt feel any different and people allways forget that im a year older.
But When I got to be a junoir and senoiur in high school. I actual made a couple of good friends with the lower class men. So it is possble to find a mature person at the age of 16 when your 19. Dateing on the other hand didnt feel right for me, I sorta would feel like I was takeing advantage of that person ( if I where to ever date soem one like that which I havent yet)
You'll find some friends Im sure of it, just put yourself out there as who you actualy are. Get yourself noticed, people will want to get to know you better.