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Christmas blues
15 years ago
How I hate this time of the year, esp the dang COLD *Shivers*. Hatching-day came and went with not much to show for it... save for I think I've got a better online family then I do real life family. This will be my second year with just my roommates for company.... though a little shocked that I haven't moved anywhere in the last 16 months now, with my last track record of popping about from place to place every 7 to 8 months. Prehaps its a good sign, though really could use a better place to live in that is in a better location. Out here in the sticks is not helping matters much... Town population, about 3100 or so. Nearest city is about 30 miles away... and I'm almost thinking I'd rather live in that city then out here in the middle of now-where.
Whats really getting to me is the loneliness that I've been going through. I really need someone in my life I can cuddle up-to, someone who's willing to look past my quirks. One of my roommates is a good friend, but I'm sometimes unsure about anything beyond just being friends. We've done a lot for each other, but I really don't know what else to do... I feel uncomfortable sometimes.... and I kinda don't want to get in the way of his own friends that he has online. That's one thing I tire of though, friends only online that I can cyber cuddle up with.... but never seem to make any effort to take things to the next level. I need 'real' friends; furry, otherkin or other spiritualists like myself... 'real' people I can cuddle up-to...
Not really sure what else to say right now... Do wish everyone a good Christmas and holiday weekend. Lots of love to my mates...wishing we could be real mates.
-Targo Gryphon
P.S. I'm soon going to be wanting to look for commissions to be done....and if you know anyone out there with fair prices, please, let me know. I can maybe afford upwards a max of $50 for a colored picture, limited background and limited detail. I'm also wondering about those who can do comic commissions... but wondering if they would take payments for such over time, sense I am on rather limited income. Again, contact me if you know anyone.
Whats really getting to me is the loneliness that I've been going through. I really need someone in my life I can cuddle up-to, someone who's willing to look past my quirks. One of my roommates is a good friend, but I'm sometimes unsure about anything beyond just being friends. We've done a lot for each other, but I really don't know what else to do... I feel uncomfortable sometimes.... and I kinda don't want to get in the way of his own friends that he has online. That's one thing I tire of though, friends only online that I can cyber cuddle up with.... but never seem to make any effort to take things to the next level. I need 'real' friends; furry, otherkin or other spiritualists like myself... 'real' people I can cuddle up-to...
Not really sure what else to say right now... Do wish everyone a good Christmas and holiday weekend. Lots of love to my mates...wishing we could be real mates.
-Targo Gryphon
P.S. I'm soon going to be wanting to look for commissions to be done....and if you know anyone out there with fair prices, please, let me know. I can maybe afford upwards a max of $50 for a colored picture, limited background and limited detail. I'm also wondering about those who can do comic commissions... but wondering if they would take payments for such over time, sense I am on rather limited income. Again, contact me if you know anyone.
