Suck balls day
18 years ago
General
So I had a nightmare about my mate dying last night, and being the freak I am I worried about him when I woke up. Alas I couldn't get a hold of him and it really upset me. When I told him that I was really upset about it he got all pissed off. He didn't wait to explain that his phone didn't have reception or something, instead he got mad because I thought he had hung up the last time I tried to call him. Its hard to tell when you call your mate and say hi and then the phone just hangs up after a few seconds of silence. So it was all blown totally out porportion and we had a fight. Its a record for the amount of fights within a month *sigh* I hope its just cause he's going through a tough time and we don't get to see eachother much. Its not like fights that last over a day, and we end up agreeing on something...they take a lot of energy though. Actually we've only have had one major fight and that was a long time ago. Anywho, its almost or anniversary and then my birthday. Also we'll probably be able to have more time together and stuff, so things can only go up. It just sucked that a fight consumed most of my day. Ah the joys of love, it makes you hate it so much, but since its love you love it and can't get enough of it. I enjoy it most of the time, but sometimes I wish I wasn't so madly in love with all my close friends and my mate. I worry about them more than nessesarry and then they get mad at me for being mother like.
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Don't worry about being to mother-like. I enjoy it. It makes me feel safe...*nods*