I have bin busy with school and am working on moving out. Moving out hopefully with in 2 weeks. Also was tide up with school, but not nO more. Work has me stessed all the time. Not having a mate or someone to Saport what I do dosent help rather. Depressed most of the time because I'm lonely. The place I'm living at at the moment is full of drama and yelling and screaming. I'm not involved but herring it day after day makes me depressed and agitated. Bin chain smoking like crazy. My room is so vary small and clutterd it makes me not want to do anything on top of everything els. I'm just waiting till my friends get there lones and stuff threw so I can leave this place. Till then I still have to work at my supper stressful shitty job as a waiter. Or els we will Loos the apartment and I'll be stuck her for ever. Everything wouldn't be so bad if I had someone to love and that would love me back. Sigh. Day by day life feels like lifes not worth liveing anymore. I wish I could just fast forward to the day I die