Well Xmas felt like a chore today... and it's only 5pm! :(

I was tired from no sleep over the xmas eve night, so I was a really tired grump by the time it came to eat lunch... and then I was told to be "santa", aka hand out the gifts, and I was just handing it to the people, whilst everyone was going like, 'come on be festive about it, call the person's name and cheerfully hand the gift... after handing out 4 gifts my family was like, 'oh forget it, sit down... we'll have you're uncle do it.'

Anyway I've learnt an important lesson, SLEEP BEFORE CHRISTMAS! Because it you don't you'll ruin it for everyone else by the end of the gathering... today just didn't feel like Xmas, it just felt like another day... nothing special about it at all...

But I brought it on myself for not sleeping... very very very stupid decision...