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a reflection on 2010...
15 years ago
... it's been a year...
this is so insaine... it feels like it's only yesterday that i was working in the lemon grove school cafeterias... serving lunch and breakfast to the little kids...
where did the time go... and why does it feel so darn cold in my room...
heh... in about 48 hours this room wont even be mine anymore... it's christmas day and instead of sleeping in and opening gifts like everyone else i get to move houses... man that sucks...
i feel like adam sandler in the movie click... life feels like it's flying by me and i'm missing it... i have no control over anything... there are missing memories... like i lived them but didnt really live them...
this year has been a blur... i got a job... lost my other... then lost my second job... ran away from home... came back... got into so many fights with my dad... tried to kill myself... three times... broke up with a wolf... got into a long distance relationship with a snow leopard... got dumpped by said leopard... went to comic con... saw my first boyfriend there... went to my first bear run... lost my best friend... became friends again with my best friend... not nessisarly best friends anymore but still trying to be really good friends... met flint... went to san jose... met dragon , ferit, and skunky... went to san fran... had fun... got a new job... went to sacramento... made online friend into real in person friend... some where along the way i stopped drawing and kinda gave up on my art and music... got my pride really hurt... i meant it's true... im poor... im broke... getting payed less then minimum wage and yeah my living situation is pretty bad... but tough cookie right?
i've gotta just bite the bullet and keep rolling over... i am a bitch until i can aford my own place or find a new place to live...
LOL!!!... wow this is depressing... sorry guys i'll have to give you a cookie and a hug if you care about me this much to have atleast read all the crap i wrote just now. lol... i kinda feel like it's been my own falt for listening to the rent sound track a little too much.
well in about 6 days it will be the start of a new year... hopefully this one wont have so many ups and downs. lol... i kinda would like to have more ups then downs... sounds funner.
LOL... well wish me luck! happy holidays to everyone and have a happy new years i know i'm gonna try to. *smiles from ear to ear*
hugs, tugs, and lots of loves. lol...
KazKazBear
on and ps! if i owe you a hug and a cookie coment or text me and i'll try to get it to you asap. thanks for reading.
this is so insaine... it feels like it's only yesterday that i was working in the lemon grove school cafeterias... serving lunch and breakfast to the little kids...
where did the time go... and why does it feel so darn cold in my room...
heh... in about 48 hours this room wont even be mine anymore... it's christmas day and instead of sleeping in and opening gifts like everyone else i get to move houses... man that sucks...
i feel like adam sandler in the movie click... life feels like it's flying by me and i'm missing it... i have no control over anything... there are missing memories... like i lived them but didnt really live them...
this year has been a blur... i got a job... lost my other... then lost my second job... ran away from home... came back... got into so many fights with my dad... tried to kill myself... three times... broke up with a wolf... got into a long distance relationship with a snow leopard... got dumpped by said leopard... went to comic con... saw my first boyfriend there... went to my first bear run... lost my best friend... became friends again with my best friend... not nessisarly best friends anymore but still trying to be really good friends... met flint... went to san jose... met dragon , ferit, and skunky... went to san fran... had fun... got a new job... went to sacramento... made online friend into real in person friend... some where along the way i stopped drawing and kinda gave up on my art and music... got my pride really hurt... i meant it's true... im poor... im broke... getting payed less then minimum wage and yeah my living situation is pretty bad... but tough cookie right?
i've gotta just bite the bullet and keep rolling over... i am a bitch until i can aford my own place or find a new place to live...
LOL!!!... wow this is depressing... sorry guys i'll have to give you a cookie and a hug if you care about me this much to have atleast read all the crap i wrote just now. lol... i kinda feel like it's been my own falt for listening to the rent sound track a little too much.
well in about 6 days it will be the start of a new year... hopefully this one wont have so many ups and downs. lol... i kinda would like to have more ups then downs... sounds funner.
LOL... well wish me luck! happy holidays to everyone and have a happy new years i know i'm gonna try to. *smiles from ear to ear*
hugs, tugs, and lots of loves. lol...
KazKazBear
on and ps! if i owe you a hug and a cookie coment or text me and i'll try to get it to you asap. thanks for reading.
