I really don't like christmas its a depressing time for me and this year has just compounded to it. Before i left work I got depressing news that one of the patients I have taken care of for the past couple of weeks will probably be dead before I go back into work. No one should have to have a family member die on christmas. I'm a blue blue wolf this holiday. ITs also the first time in 8 years my dad won't have any visitors cause they have him locked in the hole at prison and he didn't even do anything. Not that visiting him is great see all the familys whose dads are locked up in there little children babies its soo sad.