What is wrong with me? Matter of fact, what is wrong with everyone else?! It seems that everyone is off on some romantic honeymoon with their loved ones, off on some magical adventure, or is just too damned busy to even drop me a 'hello, how are you?'. Not saying it's everyone, but it's pretty fucking close.

Well as of late, I've been pretty lonely... it sucks, sure, it is remedied temporarily when someone DOES manage to get time to glomp me or something, but overall? I'm all alone... even in a crowded room I feel like I am standing out in the cold with nothing to relate to except my overactive imagination. And I ask you, what good is it when I have nothing to apply it to? I suck at writing, I can't draw, and I have no one to poke at... It drives me nuts!

So I ask someone... anyone who reads this... what am I suppose to do? Wait until hell freezes over for someone to come out of the blue and surprise me? Yea... last time I did that I nearly got raped. But seriously. WHAT to do?