PLEASE EXUSE THEE GRAMMAR IN MY JURNAL I WrotE IT WHILE ON T 3.S AND MASSIVE CONCUSSION.. also my key board is fucked!

Wow! 4 months has passed since i wrote in my journal! i kinda fell a way from being a furry these passed 4 months cause ive been busy being a full time mama fur ! My cubs have been living with me since the middle of oct !I Got soul cosody of them!! my morning and days are sooo full i havent been able to think a bout being a fur*cries* I miss my furry friends soooo muuuch!
but on a nother note my life has changed for the better im starting to get finanually stable.. with means ill be able to pay my debt off ina few more months! I dont smoke weed or drink any more i lost 135 lbs and have become more active and my house has not been a hoarders paradice ! for 9 months!and Ive been seeing my duaghter a lot more than i used to! My christmas hollidays rocked this year! My cubs and i have attended 4 christmas parties! and we through one of our own this year for the first time ! on christmas eve we went to church with out redickual from ANY ONE! and then we went in MY van and we drove a round looking at christmas lights eating chipss drinking pop and egg nog in the van!! and sang christmas song on the radio at the top of our lungs!(also did a few wheelies in a few parking lotss) then we went over to my families house and they gave me 2 shots of fire ball wisky .. boy i wasnt feeling any pain! my roommate dylan drove us to a few hills me and my cubs were sleding down hills! of course on my second round i ended up rolling down the hill after falling out of my sled! any ways we camee home and i put the my cubs to bed ! i stuffed stockings and put gifts under the tree.. then the next thing you know santa! caqme through the door !! ( we have pictures of him putting toys undeer tree and eating cookies and milk!) i crawled in to bed! woke up the next morning to heard my cubs waking up excitedly! we all got up and riped open every gift under the tree and i be gan to make break fast mmmm! then all of a suddend i hear a HOHOHO in my house! omfg! santa had brought a shit load of more gifts for my cubs!( to much to list here.. lets just say it was a gamers dream christmas!) so i watched my cubs rip open their gifts AGAIN my son just a bout had a massive coronary!!!! man it was pricless i could not ask for more than that moment! i felt like we had the best christmas everrrrrrrrr!
any ways i got the turkey ready and pass out on the couch .. for sum reason i felt exasted and very dizzy and sick to my tummy !.. any ways had dinner then suddenly i passed out for no reason! so the kids and dylan gave me the best x mas gift ever they cleaned the whole house!
night time came and i put the kids to bed.. i fell a sleep right a way my head was dizzy and massive headache.. we whent to church the next morinng... dylan came and picked us up and he notice some thing wasnt right a bout me to he forced me to go to hospital.... 2 hours later i found out i tore ligamenst in my neck/shouders and re injured my head.... i had a massive concussion! and i had cracked my skull in the same place rene had bashed my head in with a keybord! i didnt tell my kids .. i quietly told dylan(my roommate ) AND NOW IM ON BED REST FOR A NOTHER 6 DAYS !! GROWLS* no t.v no pc.. no music just resting in my room eyes close doing nothing but staring at a wall and sleeping .. it sucks ass but you know what? it didnt matter to me cause my kids had their DREAM christmas and ME and Dylan made it happen!
So now im resting comforably with a weeks worth of oxycotin and water! and my dinners being brought to me( i dont mind it but im soo bord)
umm this is all i have to say!


PLEASE EXUSE THEE GRAMMAR IN MY JURNAL I WrotE IT WHILE ON T 3.S AND MASSIVE CONCUSSION.. also my key board is fucked!