Ugh! I tried babysitting my aunt's 6 month old baby boy today. I am so f***ing tired that it's not even funny. For the first few minutes my mom was there (to make sure I knew what I was doing, HELLO MOM I TOOK A CLASS... YOU SIGNED ME UP FOR IT!) I thought it would be fine when she left... I WAS WRONG AS HELL! As soon as he noticed that she had left, he started crying, and I don't know why. After about 20 minutes I got him to stop crying, but throughout that time my mom kept calling to "checkup" on me. That just made it worse cause I was carrying him around and I couldn't keep hold of him and the phone so I kept putting her on speaker phone. Her voice sum what calmed him down, but then he would notice that she wasn't there... AND THEN HE WOULD START CRYING LOUDER THAN EVER! I need to find a job other than babysitting, either that or babysit some older kids. Babysitting is just not for me... if I continue I will probably die at an early age do to stress! Well... that's it... I guess.