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15 years ago
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So lately I have been having some trouble with some people (not going to name anyone) But when I pour myself and tell things to people, especially if its personal, I mean it and im being truthful. Being called out on things to tell me im a liar or a back stabber really disappoint me, and being shoved aside to discard my words even more so.
I have put in a lot of effort lately to correct past mistakes and personal issues that have ether haunted me or have effected my life, not to long ago I lost a love in my life due to my wild side and it hurts thinking about it. I have actively been trying to date or look for someone who would treat me right and take care of me but all I find is the same old mess of being picked up and immediately dropped as if I didn't mater to them.
It takes a lot for me to open up to others in an intimate level, even when it comes to RP or flirting, it really is hard for me. Sure I have an xtube but its something for me to kind of hide behind cause I don't have the balls half the time to expose myself. If I tell you I love you, or that I like you, I mean it. Yet still some people just take those words lightly and don't really care.
It hurts, and time and time again my feelings are torn from me over small things when I try to explain them, and each time im shot down or abandoned it puts me back at square one and I have to start correcting my old habits all over again.
I know im being an emo skunk atm but I see it over and over on FA like a broken record.
So sorry everyone...
I have put in a lot of effort lately to correct past mistakes and personal issues that have ether haunted me or have effected my life, not to long ago I lost a love in my life due to my wild side and it hurts thinking about it. I have actively been trying to date or look for someone who would treat me right and take care of me but all I find is the same old mess of being picked up and immediately dropped as if I didn't mater to them.
It takes a lot for me to open up to others in an intimate level, even when it comes to RP or flirting, it really is hard for me. Sure I have an xtube but its something for me to kind of hide behind cause I don't have the balls half the time to expose myself. If I tell you I love you, or that I like you, I mean it. Yet still some people just take those words lightly and don't really care.
It hurts, and time and time again my feelings are torn from me over small things when I try to explain them, and each time im shot down or abandoned it puts me back at square one and I have to start correcting my old habits all over again.
I know im being an emo skunk atm but I see it over and over on FA like a broken record.
So sorry everyone...
Really, people need to judge other on what they do, not what they have. Sure you may have an xtube, doesn't mean you are slut. Just cause someone's fursona is a fox doesn't mean they raise their tail for any cock that walks by.
*hugs* Maybe you should just focus on your self and work on making yourself the skunk (or other species) that you want to be before looking for a mate. Just a though. Mates should compliment us, not complete us. A mate should be strong where you are weak, and you strong where they are weak. Too often I see furs just grab at any relationship as they feel they aren't a furry or can be happy without a mate. This just isn't' true. A person needs to be a complete person before they are ready to look for a mate.
*hugs you again* Just stay strong. These times always seem difficult and to be the most horrible stuff to go through when going through them, but you'll late look at this time as a time when you grew as a person and became who you are in the future.
I have experience caring for a skunk, so let me know if you want to talk more.
Many hugs to you and hopes of things getting better. If ever needed, a werewolf is always here to talk. Just ping me for IM info.
*Hug*