I'm sick of trying to be nice. I'm sick of trying to make everyone happy. I'm SICK of trying to be the one that tries his best to help. Because you know what happens? Everyone forgets about me. They forget about my want, my hopes, and my desires, just because I'm not in-your-face and assertive about it. Why can't you ask me what I want? Why can't you ask me to go and hang? Why can't you pull me aside for ten minutes. I try to be compliant and easy-going, and you take advantage of it. "Can we hang out alone for like ten minutes?" "Well it's cold. Sorry." That's my life. I'll try everything I can to make your life better, but when I want to fill my own desires, you call me "pervert", "freak", "scum". I just want my own wishes to come true after trying my best to fill yours, but that's always an inconvenience.

Dream Theater - Never Enough

Cut myself open wide
Reach inside
Help yourself
To all I have to give
And then you help yourself again
And then complain that
You didn't like the way
I put the knife in wrong
You didn't like the way
My blood spilled on your brand new floor

What would you say
If I walked away
Would you appreciate
But then it'd be too late
Because I can only take so much of your ungrateful ways
Everything is never enough

Sacrifice my life
Neglect my kids and wife
All for you to be happy
All those sleepless nights
And countless fights to give you more
And then you say how dare that
I didn't write you back
I must be too good for you
I only care about myself

What would you say
If I walked away
Would you appreciate
But then it'd be too late
Because I can only take so much of your ungrateful ways
Everything is never enough



PS: This isn't about anyone on FA.