Lol, emotions. (emo journal, do not read)
15 years ago
"Strength is not a gift you are given,
I still find myself wondering about her. It's bullshit. I mean, it's not like I'm still in love with her, but it still hurts, still grates on the nerves.
Whatever. All this means is that I need to take Sygg's advice. Take it too far. To an unhealthy degree.
I'm good at that. Too far is my favorite amount of far.
Anyway, as much as it damns and destroys me, love is the only thing I really live for, and the love(s) I have is/are doing pretty well. It makes me want to dance my pain and joy away on the Sun. Just stomp a vicious tattoo of malice and ecstasy on it's blinding surface. Whatevs.
FC is soon, which means too much booze and possibly a massage or two.
Song of the Now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2rcq14x4bc
Whatever. All this means is that I need to take Sygg's advice. Take it too far. To an unhealthy degree.
I'm good at that. Too far is my favorite amount of far.
Anyway, as much as it damns and destroys me, love is the only thing I really live for, and the love(s) I have is/are doing pretty well. It makes me want to dance my pain and joy away on the Sun. Just stomp a vicious tattoo of malice and ecstasy on it's blinding surface. Whatevs.
FC is soon, which means too much booze and possibly a massage or two.
Song of the Now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2rcq14x4bc
<3 to you.
Thank you. Your words mean much to me. Even though you're as weird as me.
That's how it's done, hon. The other way is called a dry hump.
but is it so bad?
I'm good at that. Too far is my favorite amount of far."
Holy shit that so true. That describes me as well. You've never seen it, but it could be explained.
There is no in between. Everything that's done is done to it's extreme.
I believe you once told me our psychosis is similar.
I've been thinking a lot about my insanity lately and i want to ask you a question...
What would happen if I were "normal" or you were "normal".
Of course everyone has there own interpretation of "normal"
Maybe the proper question would be...
What if the psychosis ceased to exist? Then what? Who are we?
Is it fair to say we've made it a major part of our identity?
I am a manic depressive, obsessive compulsive, psychotic female...
You should note me your number.
Hey look, another song that describes our past relationship!