sooo yeah I left here on December 18th to stay with my lover and I returned on January 1st but forgot to make a journal for it.

but yeah I had the most wonderful time of my life. Christmas was great. His family got me gifts for Christmas because they knew my family wasn't doing Christmas this year because of money bull shit and I got to just be held the whole time I was there and just the feeling of being able to wake up in your lovers arms was an amazing feeling to me. I just wish I wasn't home again...
but he's visiting me for my birthday which is the 19th of this month and our half year anniversary which is the 21st of this month.
Sooo he'll be here from January 18th till probably the 24th or 25th. I'm excited. It's gonna be something good to increase my optimism a bit.

I'm soo in love with  Ken-Ken