Oh god I feel so frustraited right now. For the first time in my life I am falling for a guy, althiugh I never expected to. Now yes he propbabliy will read this and the only reason I am writing it here and not telling him directly is because I am afriad. I mean, his and my character have a thing going on, but I never expected to fall for him. And the one thing I dont want to do is ruin the freindship that we have but telling him directly (Although like I said he will read this anyway). I just dont know what to do.

*Sits in a corner and covers his face with his hands*