I'm still here, and by here I mean this town. I never got away and I doubt that I'm ever going to. I'm still doing the correspondence, stuck on my last english course. Last year I started building up my resume, but it doesn't help in a place like this. I've also been making money through government funded programs and have quite a bundle saved up now.

Its been a long time since I did anything on this site. I don't draw anymore and I don't want to. According to everyone I've asked I cant make anything but shit anyway. Though I could now afford the tablet I once desperately wanted, I don't care about it anymore.

All I've ever wanted is gone. The happiness I once thought I could have is lost to me. Even as I've seen furs do exactly what I dream of and leave me behind to rot.

I'm not living for any real reason anymore, but I'm going to continue what I've been doing for the last year. I might finally leave this place one day, but by then I will be so cruel and jaded that no one will want to know me at all.