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Need Advice.. Crying.. i just found something out really bad
14 years ago
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So my wolfie and i was cooking.. he was on speaker phone and then my grandfather comes in and yells at me saying i wouldent clean it i said i would and he tossed me through a table i then ran at him tossed a punch tossed him in a wall.. then he tryed to break my arm.. so i nearly tossed him down.. We both submited after fighting enough.. then i said.. Lets have a drink later like it was no big deal..
i went back to cooking and my wolfie said.. Are you ok? i told him ive fought all my life like this with him..
He says i have lived in a abusive life style.. but i thought it was normal to fight then make up with beer?
When i was a kid i alwaysed submited and let my grandpa do this.. and later when i was 14 i started fighting him.. After a few years it seemed ok.. but i just realized...
I was a abused to the point i saw nothing wrong to it..
What should i do?
i went back to cooking and my wolfie said.. Are you ok? i told him ive fought all my life like this with him..
He says i have lived in a abusive life style.. but i thought it was normal to fight then make up with beer?
When i was a kid i alwaysed submited and let my grandpa do this.. and later when i was 14 i started fighting him.. After a few years it seemed ok.. but i just realized...
I was a abused to the point i saw nothing wrong to it..
What should i do?
not everyone lives a perfect lifestyle. even myself.
my family has a habit of being late at every event. nothing i can do about it, its just how we are.
What im saying is what happend to you will dull down with time.
Im up tonight because he woke me up and tryed to strangle me.. while hes drunk. he wont stop drinking so im leaving soon..
After ive realized this.. I feel alot more calmer.. and i never wanna be aggressive again because i dont wanna turn out like him.. no matter what.
yeah moving is a good idea. hope u can get a place