FC 2011 in review
14 years ago
Warning: this is going to be kind of a weird entry. :/
FC 2011 was kind of disappointing and stressful. I was left out of a lot of things by the folks I thought I was mainly going to be hanging out with. I might have lost a couple of friends because of my dour demeanor. I spent a lot of time at the con alone, wondering why I had bothered. I didn't really sell many CD's. Wasn't always relaxing, wasn't always fun. And I didn't really get any.
But at the same time, I got invited to hang out with some people I didn't expect to care. I caught a really fun party or two, just talking and getting hammered in a room full of strangers. I think I made a couple of friends who might even remember who I am if I show up next year. My wandering around aimlessly was rewarded by running into groups who were doing things and getting caught up along for the ride. I DID sell two CD's, and someone even gave me money to draw for him - ON PURPOSE. Busy, fun, and I should stop complaining because I did get SOME... just not a lot.
It was a stressful, confusing, emotionally-draining mess, but altogether worthwhile. Still not sure if it will be worth the energy next year, though. Still debating. x_x
Sorry if I hurt your feelings. I'm a grumpy badger who grumps about things, and I hate it when people take it personally. I'm trying to be less abrasive as a person, but it's kind of my default mode, especially these days.
So yeah, good and bad stuff happened. That's not much of an accolade, that's just how it went. 50% misery, 50% mind-blowing fun, without any in-between.
I guess this was good, because now work seems calm by comparison. 8(
FC 2011 was kind of disappointing and stressful. I was left out of a lot of things by the folks I thought I was mainly going to be hanging out with. I might have lost a couple of friends because of my dour demeanor. I spent a lot of time at the con alone, wondering why I had bothered. I didn't really sell many CD's. Wasn't always relaxing, wasn't always fun. And I didn't really get any.
But at the same time, I got invited to hang out with some people I didn't expect to care. I caught a really fun party or two, just talking and getting hammered in a room full of strangers. I think I made a couple of friends who might even remember who I am if I show up next year. My wandering around aimlessly was rewarded by running into groups who were doing things and getting caught up along for the ride. I DID sell two CD's, and someone even gave me money to draw for him - ON PURPOSE. Busy, fun, and I should stop complaining because I did get SOME... just not a lot.
It was a stressful, confusing, emotionally-draining mess, but altogether worthwhile. Still not sure if it will be worth the energy next year, though. Still debating. x_x
Sorry if I hurt your feelings. I'm a grumpy badger who grumps about things, and I hate it when people take it personally. I'm trying to be less abrasive as a person, but it's kind of my default mode, especially these days.
So yeah, good and bad stuff happened. That's not much of an accolade, that's just how it went. 50% misery, 50% mind-blowing fun, without any in-between.
I guess this was good, because now work seems calm by comparison. 8(
Too bad I never ran into you,,
Oh well there's allways next year!
You could still buy CD's if you wanted, I've been mailing them to people. :3
And duuude, I wish I knew you were going, I would have looked for you!
MFF was my fiiiiirst, but it would have been killer to meet up with some new peeps! :D
Hahah and yeah, if it wasnt for my bro i would have been all bluuuuhhhhgg
MFF was my fiiiiirst, but it would have been killer to meet up with some new peeps! :D
Hahah and yeah, if it wasnt for my bro i would have been all bluuuuhhhhgg
and by grumps, I mean your ass<3
Likewise, to both of those things. :3
*bum wiggle*
Sorry you did not have the best time! :(
I'm glad we finally got to meet! It's been, what, seven years?
Also, I'm local-ish, y'know, if you ever wanted to hang or anything.
Yeah, if I do FC again, I'll totally hit you up. That would be awesome.
I'm helping a friend out for about 10-11 months until he can find a roomie to replace me. I'll be commuting to the bay area and back though for my job, which isn't gonna be fun at all... =_=;
Me and Voln plan on doing the dealer's den again, so, you'll know where to find us. :D