Well my illness is going away. Im feeling much better but stress is coming I guess...I know cause I've been scratching alot lately...*meep* Opened more wounds on myself...I gotta stop.

I was going through alot of the notes I have had in my files yesterday that I had since my early high school days...and god I sounded SO stupid...I cant believe I was like that when I was younger...

I can seriously tell that I grew up by looking at them...lol. Though I dont like it...cause I dont want people to think Im still like that...Im not...I've matured more than what it really appears to be. I had to be crazy back then...lol. I was in a diverse universe that nobody was a part of and I felt like I was from a different planet so I wanted to leave the earth...sounds stupid to me but I guess it awakened more of my artistic self inside since I was drawn in to myself and focused mainly on the left side (brain).

*shakes head*

I dont like to think of myself back then, the future is me right now and this is how I truly am...I have still things to learn about but personality wise...this is me.

Im looking forward to tomorrow...cause Im going down to see my boyfriend! :D YAY! :3

By tonight...I'll have my boyfriend's art portfolio finished. It would be just for him. By me...heh. It's exciting...and plus I want to give him something before I leave...besides my art. I so miss him but I will see him again. Im not looking forward to being home most of the time...cause Im usually in my room just day dreaming about my life when I move in with Chris. I just cant get my mind off of that. :3

So yeah...homework homework homework. Its so insane...but you know...you cant proceed through life without taking these obsticles...lol...I like taking things all the time! *dirty pun* lol. So yeah! :D [only from my boyfriend though]

Just for your information though.

But yeah...being silly as usual. Im going to head to class...