Just to say to you world.

I am tired of constantly worrying about your thoughts on me. Tired of judging myself based off how you think or feel. I'm sick of this bad feeling I get that makes me want to stay in bed and do nothing all day. I'm sick of being the guy who just goes along with shit he doesn't believe in.
That's not me anymore. My life is mine. not yours or anyone elses.

Now more importantly:

To me. You don't know how they feel, or how they'll react. or if they'll hate you. You should just live as hard as you can and to those who hate you.. they can go fuck themselves.
Be comfy being yourself 'cause I know you're well liked by loads of people.. your family friends and even someone really special.
Also treat your real friends like real friends. You've been a dick and you need to make it up to them the way friends do.

*Breathes out* that felt really good.